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Jordan Harbinger: [00:00:00] Welcome to Feedback Friday. I'm your host, Jordan Harbinger. As always, I'm here with feedback, Friday producer, the guy keeping things tight as long as he ends the stairs on the right. Gabriel Mizrahi.

Gabriel Mizrahi: We're openly mocking my mild OCD now.

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Okay. Mild.

Jordan Harbinger: Um, you brought it up, man. Live by the neurosis. Die by the neurosis.

Am I right?

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah. The guy who's, uh, never peeving If the TV volume's even.

Jordan Harbinger: Ooh, that's...

Gabriel Mizrahi: How about that?

Jordan Harbinger: That's, that's actually quite nice. Yeah, but something about the stairs seems more as good as it gets to me. You know, like I picture you getting a little worked up that the stairs didn't comply with your preference for even numbers, which is now a good moment to remind you that this is Feedback Friday, episode 397.

Gabriel Mizrahi: You bastard. I have to go take a shower now. Do you think you can? Yeah. Do you think you can get through the opening while I go do that?

Jordan Harbinger: Wash your armpits an even number of times with the same soap.

Gabriel Mizrahi: With the right hip.

Jordan Harbinger: I'm Jordan Harbinger. On The Jordan Harbinger Show, we decode the stories, secrets, and skills of the world's most fascinating people and turn their wisdom into practical advice that you can [00:01:00] use to impact your own life and those around you.

And our mission is to help you become a better informed, more critical thinker. During the week, we have long form conversations with a variety of amazing folks, investigative journalists, undercover agents, gold smugglers, money laundering experts. This week we had William h Macy v William h Macy, legendary actor.

You know him from the movie Fargo, the show Shameless the movie, boogie Nights. We talked about his unusual career, how he thinks about being a performer and his new movie, soul on Fire, for which I attended the premiere. No big deal. Well, it wasn't a big deal. Nobody was there to see me. We also had my old friend who is now also a legend owes Perman.

It's a bit of a longer episode. Both definitely worth a listen if you haven't done so yet. On Fridays though, we share stories, take listener letters, offer advice, play obnoxious sound bites, and mercilessly roast Gabe for his mild to moderate undiagnosed disorders and his increasingly zany travel stories.

So you're in Finland today, huh? Just living in a Yeah, man.

I'm in the middle of the sticks, dude in this tiny town whose name [00:02:00] I'm not even gonna try to pronounce a lot of dots

over the letters on that, uh, that place.

Once the dots in the accident marks enter the chat. I am all bets are off. I know that the nearest town that has railroads in a supermarket is called Za Za.

All right. It

looks bucolic is the word that I never get to use. That comes to mind. I'm looking at the faded wood wall of what appears to be an old cabin, and through the window as a field, and in this field, I see a literal lone horse grazing on the grass.

It looks like a painting you would see at your dentist's office.

Yes. That's exactly what it looks like. And then you're like, where did you get that? And she's just like, it was here when I bought the practice, came with the bill.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I bought it at a flea market. Yes. They gave it to me for free. Yeah. It is so peaceful here. It's actually a little bit scary. Whatever the opposite of the DOS Cruise is.

That is this place.

Jordan Harbinger: This looks like the cabin in New Hampshire where Walter White runs away to at the end of Breaking Bad.

Gabriel Mizrahi: It really does. This would be, you know what, this would be a really great place to write a manifesto before you blow up a building. Wow. That's, that's the vibe. I'm getting dark,

Jordan Harbinger: but yeah, it, I'm definitely getting [00:03:00] Kozinski vibes.

Ted Kozinski, by the way, like me, went to grad school at the University of Michigan.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Okay. Go blue. I guess what supposed to do with that course more

Jordan Harbinger: like go blue up a government building. Am I right? Oh, no, but I'm all right. That was questionable. That was terrible. Don't get any ideas. Gabe, I need you on feedback Friday.

What

Gabriel Mizrahi: ideas do you think I would be getting from this?

Jordan Harbinger: Well, the only manifestos I want you writing are signoffs.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Really? You know, my signoffs are about as long as his manifesto, so they're getting there. They're getting there. Yeah. The industrial revolution is the worst thing to happen to mankind and can I find, okay, I'm done.

Mm-hmm. I feel like I've stepped back in time. Here. It is wild. When I got here, my friend, whose place it is, he was showing me around the property, like, yeah, so here's the house, there's the basement where we pickle things and keep them cool because we haven't had a refrigerator until this weekend. And there's the chicken coop and there's the road that'll take you to the lake and there's the outhouse.

And I was like, I'm sorry, what did you say? Outhouse. Oh my. You've gotta be kidding

Jordan Harbinger: me. [00:04:00] No, it makes sense though. When they

Gabriel Mizrahi: moved in the house had a bathroom, like a modern, normal bathroom. Okay. The previous owner did an extension on the house and added it, but he did it on the cheap and I guess that section of the house was full of mold, so they had to tear it out and they turned that bathroom into a porch and then they just didn't rebuild the bathroom.

So they stuck with the outhouse because, and I quote, we like it in the old style. Yeah.

Jordan Harbinger: That's gonna be a no for me dog. Here's the thing with an outhouse. It's all fine and dandy other than the disgusting smell in the summer. But in the winter, if you've gotta pee at three o'clock in the morning or worse, you are trudging out the through the snow and doing that in an outhouse.

Gabriel Mizrahi: So that was my first question. I was like, I don't understand. What do you do in the winter? Yeah. And he was like, no, it's nice. You go out in the cold, you do your thing. It's refreshing. It's invigorating. I was like, bro,

Jordan Harbinger: I don't need refreshing or invigorating at three o'clock in the morning on a Tuesday. I didn't even know people still had outhouses outside of like rural Russia.

Well, voluntarily. Anyway, it's

Gabriel Mizrahi: not [00:05:00] far from there, is it? I don't know. The Fins, man, they're built different.

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah, I know. I'm gonna get some flack for this, but the Fins are basically Swedish Russians. Oh,

Gabriel Mizrahi: you said it naia. I'm not gonna be responsible for alienating of Scandinavia on this episode, and what I can only assume are wonderful show

Jordan Harbinger: fans.

It's true. Especially because they're basically the Knight's watch against the Wildlings on the other side of the wall right now and more angry email. Yes. Now it's time for people slightly further east to get their angry email fingers ready, so, oh my God. Yeah, you could basically throw a dart somewhere southeast of the Arctic Circle, and I've pissed off that entire region.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I do know that Finland is getting real sweaty about NATO these days, and I think I understand why now. Mm-hmm. Anyway, there's also a sauna on the property. So that kind of balances out the outhouse. The fins

Jordan Harbinger: love their saunas. It it's a sport. They, they love them. Yes. Have you seen it? It's actually a sport where guys go in and they're like, this man can do a 350 degree sauna for 15 minutes.

Yeah. And it's like, what? How does

Gabriel Mizrahi: he survive that? For some of them, it's a sport, and for some of them it's like a [00:06:00] religion. Mm-hmm. And they do it every day, twice a day. Three times a day. Especially in the winter. I think it's like. For some people it's like church. It's like non-denominational, heat based naked church.

Jordan Harbinger: Yep, that's what I hear. So what are you doing out there? Why would you go out there?

Gabriel Mizrahi: That is a good question. I'm, I'm trying to figure that out myself. I'm not quite sure how this happens.

Jordan Harbinger: This is sort of peak hippie Grandpa Gabe. You're wearing wool socks with reindeer embroidered on them or something and you've got your glasses on.

I'm just, I'm confused really, actually,

Gabriel Mizrahi: the short answer is that I'm here for a little nature getaway slash impromptu retreat with this group of friends. I

Jordan Harbinger: didn't even know you had friends in Finland, frankly. Yeah,

Gabriel Mizrahi: no, I didn't. Had you

Jordan Harbinger: known

Gabriel Mizrahi: about the outhouse, you wouldn't have gone right. I would've asked to see pictures of the property to see like, like how pretty is it?

And uh, they might have won me over actually, but yeah, no, I didn't, I didn't have friends here until yesterday or so, but basically my friend Ada, who's from Spain, invited me and she was like, Hey, super random invite, but do you wanna meet me in Helsinki on Thursday? [00:07:00] And come with me and some friends to the woods for a few days.

Helsinki is only two hours away from Berlin, and my apartment in Berlin ended on Wednesday, so I needed to figure out where to go next anyway. And I was like, do I leave Europe? Do I go somewhere? And it just, this invitation came along at the perfect moment, which seems to be happening all the time, more and more.

And, uh, I adore my friend Ada, and we've met up in different cities over the last couple years and we always have a blast. I was like, yeah, this sounds just weird enough, and I like spending time with you guys. Uh, let's do it. Sure.

Jordan Harbinger: So ridiculous. Yeah. Meet me in Helsinki on Thursday, man. I do miss traveling like that.

I remember my friend would be like, let's go to Italy. This weekend and I was thinking like, you can't plan a trip like that. And they're like, yeah, we can. You just get in the car and drive to Italy. And I was like, oh yeah. Right. It's kinda like me saying, let's go to Vegas next week and buying a flight on Southwest for 49 bucks.

It's basically the same thing, except for the gas is cheaper here. So, wow. The Freedom man. Uh, barely remember what that's like. It's

Gabriel Mizrahi: pretty great. She's friends with these lovely people who own this cabin on this piece of land in the woods. And I'm just meeting everybody [00:08:00] here for the first time. They're so sweet.

I have to say, I'm not just saying this 'cause you maybe alienated all of our finished listeners a moment ago. Finnish people are so lovely. Very solid. Very steady and so nice. Just very kind. I'm a big fan so far. Yeah.

Jordan Harbinger: Scandinavians generally are awesome. You don't know nice until you ask a Nordic person for directions.

Just famously. Cool. So how many people are there?

Gabriel Mizrahi: 25

Jordan Harbinger: maybe. 25 Finnish people. One Spaniard and a podcaster from la

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah.

Jordan Harbinger: Typical.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I think they're confused. I'm getting the question. Sorry. Who are you and why are you here A lot. It's definitely one of the weirder excursions I've gone on. And so what

Jordan Harbinger: do

Gabriel Mizrahi: you

Jordan Harbinger: do out there besides sharpen your hunting knives?

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah, besides sharpen my number two pencil for the manifesto I'm gonna make after we go, uh, hunt. Mm-hmm. It's a lot of going for walks. Uh, I'm doing yoga every day. You cook, you read, you hang out. Record your advice podcast for the room where they dry their laundry on the rack by the window. Finland Shit.

Finland shit. Sorry.

Jordan Harbinger: What do you want me to say? I'm sure everyone loves that. You're infecting the [00:09:00] whole back to nature vibe with your tails of like incest and tax evasion and you're like, by the way, I need strong wifi and a USB interface for my laptop.

Gabriel Mizrahi: The walls are pretty thin, so I will have to explain some things at dinner later.

Well, first you're gonna have to explain what a podcast is, but yeah, you understand that these, these people have cell phones. It's, yeah, they don't even

Jordan Harbinger: have plumbing where you are right now. So talk to me about they don't have plumbing,

Gabriel Mizrahi: but I think they know what a radio show is. I'm not gonna lie though.

I'm pretty uncomfortable. Little Gabe on the Prairie is requiring some adjustment to

Jordan Harbinger: say, all right. It just, it doesn't seem my ideal man. The outhouse alone, I'm looking at your bed. It's more like a, you have a child's bed. It's smaller than Jayden's bed. That's what I'm saying. You have a child's bed. Not

Gabriel Mizrahi: ideal,

Jordan Harbinger: but,

Gabriel Mizrahi: but here's the thing.

At night, we hang out in this huge hut structure that the owners built on the property, like a yurt. It's like a massive yurt, TP shape kind of structure. Mm-hmm. And they built this huge fire in the middle like a campfire. And everybody gets under blankets and people take turns, like singing songs, playing guitar.

And these people, dude. Are incredible [00:10:00] musicians, like so good and it's raining on and off and the sound of the rain on the roof is coming through and the wind outside and the guitars and the drums. It is just chef's kiss dude. And it is exactly what I needed after five weeks of ambulance sirens in Berlin and trying to find a parking spot in Europe.

Okay. Yeah, because that was a bit stressful.

Jordan Harbinger: It does sound pretty awesome. So that's why

Gabriel Mizrahi: you're there now, I get it. Yeah, man, it's truly one of the coolest things that I've gotten to do on this trip and not a place I ever would've thought to check out on my own. So, you know, sometimes you just need an invitation.

It's cool.

Jordan Harbinger: I love when that happens, man. You just get a phone call and before you know it, you're in a totally different universe kind of jelly. Yeah. Of those experiences. I mean that, that's what the foreign exchange thing is like when I was in high school, right? It was like, you can't do that stuff that easily anymore.

It's like you want to go to Italy, you wanna go to Milan? Okay, book a hotel, try to meet some people at a bar, or they're locals. They don't really necessarily wanna make friends of the tourist. A lot of the time. Maybe you get lucky 'cause you're extra friendly and you go to the right place with college students or something.

But when I was in high school, it was like. You're gonna Milan and you're going to a public high school for two weeks, [00:11:00] you're just gonna go to class. And people are like, what are you doing here? Oh, I'm a foreign exchange student. I'm here for two weeks. And the girls were like, that's, that's so cool. I didn't know you did that.

Yeah. When I was an exchange student in Germany, one of my volunteer manager gals, who was like another German student who had done an exchange to Italy, she was like, I want an excuse to go visit my boyfriend in Milan for a couple weeks. I'm gonna run a mini exchange to Italy. Do you think that would be cool?

And I was like, let me get this straight. So we just take two weeks off German school and we go to school in Milan, Italy for two weeks. And she's like, yeah,

Gabriel Mizrahi: you're an exchange student within the exchange student program. Yes. An

Jordan Harbinger: exchange. Student inception.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Exchange Inception.

Jordan Harbinger: I go to Milan, Italy. I live with this family with a girl named Sia Palari and they're super cool and chill and like she was just a super fun host sister.

She was probably like in ninth grade and I was like in 11th grade or something like that. I'm going to high school in Milan. And I remember, I think I've told this on the show before, where like you'd finish a test and the kids would just light up cigarettes in class. And I remember the first time I saw it I was like, [00:12:00] what the actual hell is going on right now?

Gabriel Mizrahi: Tell me you're in Europe without telling me you're in Europe.

Jordan Harbinger: Oh, exactly. So I'll keep this shark. I like, again, I think I've told this on the show, but someone lights up a cigarette and I didn't know the kids right. So I was like, this guy is like the class A-hole and the teacher's gonna rip him a new one and like kick him out.

'cause he's done with the test first, so I assume he just like didn't bother to take it.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

Jordan Harbinger: And the teacher comes up and walks up and says something to him in Italian, which I don't speak, and the teacher walks up to the kid really, really close and leans in right in his face and I'm like, this is gonna be a good show.

What happens then I'll, I'll never forget it because the teacher grabs a cigarette from the kid, puts it in his mouth and the kid lights a cigarette front of the teacher. That's why he leaned into his face and he was like, that's amazing. Come at see me le or whatever, right? And goes back to his desk just puffing and ashing in an ashtray that's been on his desk.

And then as the kids finish the test, they're like all lighting up cigarettes. And one of 'em turns around and offers me one and I'm like, I don't even smoke but I have to smoke cigarette in class one time in my [00:13:00] life. So I like, you know, take my obligatory puff and cough up a lung 'cause I don't smoke. And I remember going to the restroom, you just had to go and you didn't have to raise your hand to get permission or anything.

They'd laughed when I did that the first time. So I would just go to the bathroom and you couldn't use any of the urinals. I must have told this story before. You couldn't use any of the urinals in the men's room because there was this huge room full of urinals and there was stalls in like another separate part.

And in the room with all the urinals. All of the guys and all of the girls who didn't feel like going back to class or going to whatever class they had assigned for them that day would just be in there talking and smoking. And teachers would walk in to go to the bathroom in the middle of their class and be like, oh, Ola, or whatever, everybody and like Bongiorno and like all the guys and girls who are just skipping class smoking and in the men's room would just be like, Hey Mr.

Mizrahi, how are you? And he would like go into a stall and take a piss. I remember trying to take a piss in one of the urinals and I was like, make sure the girls don't look. And they're like, dude, nobody uses these. Go in the stall. And I just, I couldn't believe it 'cause it was like one guys and girls being in the [00:14:00] men's room, no big deal.

Smoking, no big deal. Now I've heard from show fans that that is absolutely not something that happens in Italian schools anymore. Like you can't smoke, no. You can't have women going to the men's room to skip a class and smoke. This was just like Milan in the nineties and that's when that was. That was over by like

Gabriel Mizrahi: the two thousands.

This is like your very own personal Mad Men.

Speaker 3: Yeah.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Is just a different era where the rules were different. Oh. To be an exchange student within an exchange student program in the nineties.

Jordan Harbinger: Italy is unbelievable. It's awesome. Like it's cool as a tourist, as an adult, it's so freaking cool as a teenager because I just remember, I remember going to clubs and I ran into like all these really cute girls from my high school and they were like, come dance with us.

And I was like, who are you guys here with? I don't see any of the guys. And they were like, oh, some guys were with us around here. I remember when I left, I saw them with the guys. They were legitimately 45 to 50-year-old men. And these were high school chicks who were probably 16, 17 years old. And I was like, these are the guys you're with.

Yeah. And they were like kind of [00:15:00] embarrassed. They were like, yeah. And I was like. I don't want any details on how this arrangement works. None. Yeah.

Gabriel Mizrahi: do.dot

Jordan Harbinger: bur. Yeah, do dot seeking arrangement.com. Before that thing was a thing, I think, dude, it, it's all like OG American stuff. When we had kids, I swear I'll stop rambling at some point here.

When we had kids, the hospital had like a baby class where you learn how to do diaper stuff and like when to call the emergency and what's not a problem, but seems like a problem and all this stuff. And they were like, is anybody from the Midwest here? And I was like, yeah, me. And they're like, what did your parents and grandparents do to kids when they cried?

And I was like, put whiskey on their gums. And she was like, bingo. And I was like, what? That was the answer you wanted. And everyone was like, horrified. Even all these older people were like, oh my God, all the nurses and doctors that were in the room were like, what? And, and she's like, yeah. Yeah. That used to be the thing that you did.

Like if your baby had colic, you'd just put whiskey on their gums. They would absorb the alcohol

Gabriel Mizrahi: and then the baby leaned in and was like whispered something and someone handed it a cigarette lit up. Yeah, that's

Jordan Harbinger: That's what, it's an Italian baby. [00:16:00] It's like, get the Marlboros over here. But yeah, it's just all these old things like still exist in Europe where it's like, oh, my son has a sore throat.

Give him a little bit of that snaps. All right. Anyway, we got some fun ones. We got some doozies. I can't wait to dive in. Gabe, what is the first thing out of the mailbag?

Gabriel Mizrahi: Hi,

Jordan Harbinger: Jordan

Gabriel Mizrahi: and Gabe. A few years ago I learned some disturbing facts about one of my relatives, which combined with my personal experiences with him, make me believe that he is a legitimate psychopath.

When he was a kid, I know he injured and probably killed some of his pets, as well as a relative's bird.

Jordan Harbinger: Ooh, serial killers and dead pets name a more iconic duo. Am I right? That's really disgusting.

Gabriel Mizrahi: When I learned about that, I started to think back to my earliest days with him and it all started to click.

He always enjoyed making people suffer. He enjoyed destroying people's things. At family get togethers, he displayed disturbing emotions. He was out of it and kept a blank face while everyone else was having fun.

Speaker 3: Dexter vibes for sure. That's so weird.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I was just thinking the same [00:17:00] thing, minus Michael Sea Hall's charming voiceover.

Mm-hmm. That makes the whole show palatable. Of course. So he goes on. He also threatened to stab his mother with a knife to her face.

Jordan Harbinger: What? This is terrifying. I always think I would get rid of a kid like this, but then when it's your kid, you know you're not just

Gabriel Mizrahi: gonna do that. Right. Also, a huge subplot in Dexter.

Jordan Harbinger: Mm-hmm.

Gabriel Mizrahi: He's barely worked a job in his life without quitting soon after, and consistently relies on and manipulates his mother for finances. Which reminds me of a recent Jeffrey Dahmer documentary. Did you know that about Jeffrey Dahmer Jordan? No, I had never that he meant, I guess maybe he got money out of his family.

I did not know this. No, I didn't know that. I don't know what weird stuff he's done as an adult. If anything, I can imagine being interviewed in the near future about him having killed a bunch of people. And my response being, it makes sense. I always had a feeling, but what could I have done? Just such an intense thought.

Ugh. And then millions of people around the world are screaming at their tv like, then why didn't you say something, sir?

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah, exactly. You, you then you're getting dragged and doxed by true crime nerds on Reddit or whatever for the rest of your [00:18:00] life.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah. 'cause he didn't drop a dime on him after he put his cousin's parakeet in the dishwasher or whatever.

Yeah, that's uh,

Jordan Harbinger: yeah. No, it's super distressing. No one wants to be that guy,

Gabriel Mizrahi: but he's an adult. I'm confident his mother will refuse any advice I have. She's refused to hear anything negative about him. That is so frustrating. I mean, to your point a moment ago, Jordan, it's gotta be brutal for a parent to acknowledge something like this about their child.

But I mean,

Jordan Harbinger: yeah, you have

Gabriel Mizrahi: to pay attention to these signs, right?

Jordan Harbinger: You have to. It's very painful, I'd imagine. But it's reckless not to because what? What if this guy snaps and does something terrible? Then what? I'm pretty frustrated with this woman. But who knows? Maybe she's terrified of him.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I don't know.

I've periodically been looking into unsolved murders in the area he lives in, but haven't seen anything yet that makes me think he started killing. What can I do here? Signed, avoiding a gruesome finale when my relative seems a bit stabby.

Jordan Harbinger: This is a heavy one, man. So first of all, very sorry that you're in this position being related to somebody who's disturbed.

Is that fair to say? We can't [00:19:00] diagnose your relative, but he checks a lot of boxes for, I want to say psychopathy. Antisocial personality disorder probably, but I'm armchair based on your letter, and I feel bad for his mom too. The whole family really. It's gotta be so creepy and weird and stressful. I know you feel a responsibility to look into this guy and speak up, but it's also hard to know what to speak up about if he's just like vaguely, generically creepy.

It's a tough place to be. Also, you can't fix this guy. My understanding is that psychopathy is hard, if not actually impossible to cure, and his mom is over there avoiding all of this slash enabling him. If you wanted to intervene, you'd probably have to talk to her, and that's gonna require a lot of time and energy on your part.

Plus, you're like a distant relative, right? So I'm not even sure it's your place to force her to see how she's being manipulated by him or protecting him. If you genuinely believe that he poses a danger, the best thing you can do is really keep your distance, limit your contact with him, don't engage with him.

Maybe document what you know, incidents, [00:20:00] dates, threats, create a record in case law enforcement ever does get involved. Throw something in Google Docs. Yeah, stay away. And if you have reason to believe that he's actively harming people or animals right now, or he is threatening anyone, that actually is something you can report and you should.

You don't need proof. You just need a reasonable suspicion. You can also try asking the police to do a wellness check on your relative. Tell them you're worried about him. He's exhibiting some weird behaviors. You should be able to do this anonymously. Obviously you should do this anonymously. Maybe the cops go over there, knock on the door, hopefully talk to him a little bit, talk to his mom, make sure everything's okay.

Now, is that gonna lead to him being diagnosed and treated? Probably not. But if they find anything suspicious while they're there, they might be able to intervene. And if your relative gets on the police's radar and something happens down the line, then at least there's a trail. Things like that. They can't really stop something awful from happening, but they can be the difference between him slipping onto the radar and somebody taking him seriously and stopping him before he does something truly terrible.[00:21:00]

If that ever comes to pass

Gabriel Mizrahi: now about the fear you have of being interviewed on the local news one day after he kills somebody and having to say something like, yeah, it makes sense. I always had a feeling. I know we were having a bit of a laugh before, and yes, people should obviously speak up when they see you disturbing stuff, which is why a wellness check is probably a good place to start and maybe filing a report with the police, telling them what you're seeing and why you're concerned, but also.

You can't single handedly stop a potential psychopath from becoming violent. You know, you can't know everything. He gets up to all of his secrets unless you have concrete evidence linking him to some crime. I am not sure you're gonna get very far with the police. I mean, yeah, you could continue being an amateur sleuth, but are you really gonna spend all your free time through cold cases and tracking his movements?

I mean, that's a big task. That's a project. And it's also gonna keep you mentally tied to this guy, which I imagine means a lot of fear and anxiety without any guarantee of accountability or justice. So I'm just not sure what you're supposed to do here.

Jordan Harbinger: Although I will say if you ever [00:22:00] did figure out that your nephew or cousin or whatever is a murderer and you stopped him from hurting someone or brought him to justice, that would be amazing.

Gabriel Mizrahi: That would be incredible. Yeah. It would be

Jordan Harbinger: a great movie, which Gabe should write. So definitely let us know if this all happens. But you don't need to turn your life into a movie. I've told this story on the show before, I think as well. But my mom had a, a really crappy brother and he was a heroin addict and all this nonsense.

So he would rob the family, he would open up fraudulent credit card accounts. I believe he was burgling slash stealing stuff from other places too. 'cause he'd be like, yeah, I got this new guitar and this new whatever. And it's like, where did you get that when you live in grandma's side room and do heroin all day and night?

So my mom finally was like, I can't take it anymore. He's robbing my mother blind and he's committing fraud. So she went to the credit card companies and they were like, we're just going to eat this because it's VCRs from Sears. And she worked with the police for years. And finally a detective was like, yeah, I don't want people like this in my community.

So they basically decided that he [00:23:00] was going down and she just collected evidence and fed it to these detectives, and they eventually just busted him. But it basically turned her whole life into a giant ball of stress for years because my grandma was enabling the guy. Surprise, surprise. So if his mother's working against you and you're working with the cops, this is at least going to be really, really hard.

And my mom's brother was not a psychopathic murderer. He was just a junkie and an a-hole. So you are in more danger doing this. If this guy's truly dangerous, then my mom was just ratting her brother out to

Gabriel Mizrahi: the cops. But also he was definitely committing crimes and they had evidence yes of it. In this case, we don't know what this guy's up to, right?

Exactly.

Jordan Harbinger: All you can do is flag it with the police, protect yourself, and hopefully create some accountability. And after that, the responsibility is his and to some degree his mother's and law enforcements, which also means making peace with the limit of your responsibility and how much power you truly have.

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Gabriel Mizrahi: Hi, Jordan and Gabe. Six years ago I met my wife and our early relationship felt magical, full of coincidences, chance encounters in a huge city, [00:27:00] and the kind of reciprocal love at first sight intensity that neither of us had ever experienced.

For the first year, we were deeply in love, physically and emotionally. Then things changed. I was struggling with anxiety and depression, and at my wife's suggestion, I tried Sertraline and S-S-R-I-A-K-A Zoloft. It worked well for her, but for me it was disastrous. My sex drive vanished overnight, and even my feelings of being in love felt numbed.

I would go so far as to say that I fell out of love with her, and it happened when the very first dose kicked in, if meeting her and falling in love had been the very best thing to ever happen to me, this was the worst. I waited a few months to see if I would adjust. I didn't, so I came off the medication.

My libido returned in general, and I could feel love for my wife again, but the sexual attraction toward her never came back. I now believe that this is linked to something I've struggled with most of my adult life. Schizoid Personality Disorder or SPD.

Jordan Harbinger: [00:28:00] Okay. I always get confused with this kind of stuff in the dsm.

Remind us what this is, Gabe. This it is not schizophrenia. Schizoid

Gabriel Mizrahi: is something not schizophrenia. Yeah. I too cannot keep these fully straight, so I looked into it. And Schizoid personality disorder is apparently marked by a longstanding pattern of detachment from social relationships and a limited range of emotional expression in interpersonal settings.

So people with this condition often prefer solitary activities. They tend to show little interest in close relationships. They appear indifferent to praise or criticism. It's, it's interesting.

Jordan Harbinger: Got it. So there's no like psychosis or delusion.

Gabriel Mizrahi: With this disorder? No. That would be more like schizotypal personality disorder, which apparently creates also extreme to discomfort with relationships, but then also brings unusual ideas, you know, like magical thinking or sensing hidden meaning and things, but not full blown delusions or hallucinations.

Like what you see with schizophrenia.

Jordan Harbinger: Man. So many colors in this rainbow. All right, well carry on. [00:29:00] It almost, it's like anhedonia, right? It's just you're kind of, everything's muted.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I think it's more dramatic than anti. More dramatic than that? Yeah. Okay. Mm-hmm. All right. Well carry on. When we first met, it was in remission due to a specialized therapy and years of self-work.

But the shock of the SSRI episode brought it roaring back for me. SPD means that I crave closeness, but also feel overwhelmed by it. And intimacy in a long-term relationship can feel impossible out in the world, I feel desire, but with my wife, I can't sustain physical intimacy or much emotional intimacy for that matter.

One of the features of SPD is not knowing one's own emotional state. Well, and it literally didn't occur to me at first that the SPD was back. It was only in the last 18 months after much searching that I finally identified what was happening, found a support group, and located a therapist whose approach I think could help me work through these issues.

Jordan Harbinger: I'm a little surprised that his psychiatrist was all, Hey, get on Zoloft. If it can trigger as PD. That seems irresponsible somehow. So

Gabriel Mizrahi: [00:30:00] I also read up on this briefly, and I'm not a hundred percent sure that this is how it works, obviously goes without saying, I tread lightly. I'm not a psychiatrist by any means, but.

An antidepressant probably can't cause SPD to come back because schizoid personality disorder is not an illness that has remissions and relapses like depression or bipolar disorder. So SPD is what they call a pervasive personality style, so it's stable over time. It doesn't go away in the same sense.

What can change is how severe or how limiting the traits feel. But it seems that Zoloft could maybe exacerbate the appearance of schizoid traits in some people, because one of the side effects is this emotional blunting, and that can look like SPD detachment because it creates this reduced interest, sometimes flat affect or less enjoyment and activity, stuff like that.

Jordan Harbinger: I see. So if somebody with SPD already tends to be kind of blunted and withdrawn, Zoloft might reinforce that and it can feel like SPD.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Exactly. But that doesn't mean that it's a [00:31:00] resurgence of the disorder. And so people with SPD can apparently take Zoloft and other antidepressants for depression and anxiety.

But maybe he was speaking more informally, like it felt like the SPD was gone and then suddenly I was, it felt like it was back after Zoloft when it was there the whole time. He had just done a lot of good work and it got better.

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah, it could be. And then the Zoloft made him feel like he did before.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yes.

So he goes on. My wife is very loving and emotional. One of the reasons I was so attracted to her to begin with, and this has been desperately hard for her. She's born it like a saint, always patient, always understanding. But over the years, our dynamic has led to frustration to my need to find coping strategies and to a sense of being a shadow of myself.

I had asked my wife for some time apart to just stop and think about what was going on. After a month, I had a plan to come back together and work on this with therapy, but she's reached the end of her patience. She's about to turn 35. She wants children, and she told me two days ago that she doesn't see a [00:32:00] future for us and doesn't think that another therapist will help.

Since living apart, I have actually felt lighter and happier on my own, but I can't tell if that's genuine relief or just because I've dropped the coping strategies that I used around her. Part of me wants to fight hard for another chance at therapy and rebuilding intimacy because I often miss her a lot.

I just don't know if that's fair given my shortcomings. Another part of me wonders if I should accept what she said, respect her timeline and move forward alone. Should I fight for this marriage knowing it's caused me such strain, but also offered me the greatest love of my life, or should I let go and accept that it's over signed?

Wondering whether to walk or put more stock in our ability to talk when it seems that I've run out the clock.

Jordan Harbinger: Wow. Fascinating and a tough question. Let me start by saying I'm very sorry that you've struggled with SPD with depression, with all these related issues I That's a lot, and I'm sorry it took such a toll on your marriage.

That is obviously really tough, and [00:33:00] I'm sad for you that SBD has made it hard to be consistently close, that it's caused so much pain. I'm also sad for her. I'm no expert in this particular disorder, but it sounds like it can be a real obstacle in a relationship. She's probably been going through a lot these last few years, so my feeling based on what you've shared is that you should let your wife go, or at least take some time apart.

And I say this for a few reasons. First, she's being extremely clear with you. She's saying she's out of patience. She doesn't see a future with you. She doesn't think therapy will help.

Gabriel Mizrahi: That's pretty unequivocal, isn't it?

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah. And if that's where she is, you just, you have to respect that.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I agree. Also, she's on a timeline here.

I mean, what happens if they try for another year or two and then the same problems arise. I mean, she wants kids. It's something that she has to take seriously, right?

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah. That's the other thing. She wants children. She presumably needs to find a partner she can do that with. So if she can't afford to give you more time, that's something else.

You just have to acknowledge. At the same time, you have some work to do, potentially a lot of work. You've made good progress with the SPD [00:34:00] symptoms before. It sounds like you're ready and you need to do it again. You have this whole relationship to process. You have to rediscover and reconnect with yourself after feeling like a shadow.

All of that is your process.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I'm also curious about the fact that since you've been apart, you feel lighter, you feel happier. I can't quite tell whether that's just relief that the marriage is over or just relief that you don't have to keep up these what you call coping strategies around her. But either way, that is an interesting feeling.

Maybe that's something else you need to take seriously.

Jordan Harbinger: I think that's a sign that a lot of energy was being taken up by all. That's energy you need to direct into your treatment.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yes, it might also speak to a conflict he has about his wife that he needs to pay attention to. I mean, look, he can want to fight for this marriage, and he can also have mixed feelings about whether it was actually the right marriage at all.

Jordan Harbinger: But that confusion is just one more reason to take this time for yourself, to let the feelings settle down more, to talk to your therapist to decide what you really want. For all these reasons, I don't think the right move is to fight for your wife, if that's even a [00:35:00] true option.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I'm with you, Jordan. I know he's in a lot of pain right now.

He's sad. He misses her. He's grieving their relationship all perfectly understandable, all appropriate. But he has to listen to her right, and he has to take care of himself. I'm having a similar reaction to you. He seems to understand his wife's position fairly well. He seems to understand his own struggles very well.

I mean, he laid it out for us very clearly, but he's also saying, should I fight for this marriage knowing that it's caused me such strain and, but it's also offered me the greatest love of my life. There's so much going on, but there's like this push pull here, this desire to be close, but there's inability to be close.

And I think that maybe that's part of the SPD that he's describing, and part of me is going, is this even an option? If she's saying, I'm really sorry, but we cannot continue, why is this the question

Jordan Harbinger: I get that she's given you the greatest love of your life. She sounds like an angel. But if she's literally saying, we have no future.

It's not really a choice, is it?

Gabriel Mizrahi: So tell me if you agree, Jordan. Part of me wonders if maybe is this possibly another aspect of the SPD. Again, I really want to tread lightly [00:36:00] here. I do not know. I just find it interesting that intellectually he gets all this, but maybe relationally, it's hard for him to fully appreciate what his wife wants and how she's feeling, and to recognize what's even realistic at this point in their relationship.

He said that SPD means that intimacy can feel impossible and he often doesn't know his own emotional state. Well. So I wonder if that means that he might not be in touch with the part of himself that is recognizing that this might be over. And that might also make it hard to fully empathize with her when she says, I'm really sorry, but this is the end.

There's no future for us.

Jordan Harbinger: Ah, interesting. Yeah. Could be. Look, I can't tell you for sure what's gonna happen with you and your wife. It sounds like it's over. And as hard as that is, that might be the best outcome here. But in a big way, that's not really the main question here. The main question is what do you need to do to take care of yourself and get healthy again?

Because no successful relationship with your wife or anyone else is gonna be possible until that happens. And like we keep saying, your wife could have been part of that, [00:37:00] but this is primarily your work to do. So I wish you the best man. Throw yourself into therapy. Learn what you need to learn from this chapter.

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Gabriel Mizrahi: Hi Jordan and Gabe. I've been a listener to your show on and off for about eight years, and your six minute networking course [00:38:00] and your episodes on reaching one's potential and growing professionally have genuinely helped shape my mindset and my career.

Jordan Harbinger: Awesome. Love to hear that.

Gabriel Mizrahi: A few years ago, I was doing shift work as a nurse making $60,000 a year. Today I'm a director of care earning $120,000 in a Monday to Friday leadership role. My husband is a woodworker, bringing in about $47,000. Together we've paid off all of our debt from overspending and education, except for our mortgage and $20,000 left from adopting our daughter.

Jordan Harbinger: Wow. Very impressive. That's gotta feel great. Well done. Gabe, I'm a little stunned by how expensive adoption is. Wow.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I did not realize it was so costly.

Jordan Harbinger: Look, I don't know much about it, but it's kind of gross to me that it costs anything at all. Like you're doing this beautiful thing, Hey, we desperately need to rehome these orphans.

Oh, I'll do it. Cool. Do you have 45 grand? If not, go fly a kite and we'll just keep 'em here indefinitely. Like what is going on? I don't

Gabriel Mizrahi: what I can understand having to cover some of the expenses, but to be left with like massive debt because you did a beautiful thing, is sad. Yeah. [00:39:00]

Jordan Harbinger: It seems like the kind of thing the government should be like, we de we are willing to subsidize this so we don't have orphans, but you know, who am I?

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah. Sounds like something they probably do in Finland. I'm just gonna guess that Finland subsidizes that kind of thing. Yes. That's just the vibe I get. My next goal is to get to $220,000 a year on my own, so my husband can stay home with our daughter and I can take care of our aging parents, but I feel stuck.

The next step up at work means more money, but the people above me are constantly stressed and working around the clock. I'm not sure that that's the life I want. At the same time, I don't really know what else is out there. Maybe I'm missing something or maybe this is the best path and I just need to approach it differently so I can see what's next.

What would you do if you were in my shoes? Unsure if the corporate ladder is still the goal, but still driven to grow other options. People like me often overlook whether in income streams, side projects, or career pivots signed, debating whether to rise up when I don't exactly light up thinking about the demise of my life [00:40:00] when it would be tied up.

Jordan Harbinger: Interesting question. First of all, congrats on doubling your salary in just a few years for paying off so much of your debt, for setting you and your husband up well for the future. This is all super impressive. You're clearly an ambitious person. You're willing to work hard, you wanna keep growing. I love it.

So I hear you that you want to earn more money, but there's a price to pay. Most people who earn a lot, they do work pretty hard. They are more stressed. They don't have an off switch, and that's often why they're in positions to earn a lot of money and that's how they continue earning more. Obviously, if someone's going to hand you $200,000 plus per year, it comes with more responsibility, more pressure, more commitments.

They're paying you in part for the life you're giving up. And if that's not a trade off you're willing to make, then maybe that's not your path and you don't have to keep rising up. That said, I also love that you're going, okay, this is what I'm seeing in other people, but does it have to be that way? Can I approach it differently?

And my answer is, yeah, maybe. So first of all, the higher up the ladder you climb, the more [00:41:00] intense it can get. For sure. Being a leader means being comfortable with responsibility, taking ownership of things that other people would avoid, being willing to answer to the people above you. So no matter what, there's probably gonna be an uptick in stress and intensity if you move up, however.

I also do think that these transitions are an opportunity for us to go, how do I wanna cope with stress? How can I take on more responsibility without neglecting myself? How do I become super effective, efficient, disciplined, so that I can get my work done and still have a life to enjoy? How can I collaborate with my colleagues to make a more senior job doable?

How can I empower my subordinates to do their own great work without me? 'cause the reality is people in more senior roles making more money, they still only have 24 hours in a day. Yes, they have more resources. Yes, they have more power. Yes, they're probably sacrificing a few extra hours of their personal lives for their careers.

I'm not denying that, but there's an upper limit to how much work you can actually do as a human being. [00:42:00] And within that range of possible work, a person's success largely comes down to how they manage their time, how they manage themselves, how they partner with other people, and how they cope with the unique pressures of their job.

And so what I'm getting at is just because the people above you are constantly stressed and working around the clock, that doesn't really mean that you have to be. Now, maybe you'll need to do that for the first three or six months while you get up to speed. That's kind of normal. That can be important.

Or maybe this is just the culture of your organization for people to put in FaceTime, which I am not a fan of. Or for things to be so poorly managed that everyone has to work hard to put out fires constantly. In which case I would try to find out if that's gonna be your situation, find that out in advance.

Although even then, I think you have a shot at doing things differently, or you could jump ship to another place with a better approach, whatever. But even if that's the case, you still get to decide how you want to operate and how you operate is largely the life that you get.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Hmm. Well said, Jordan. I also think that stress and unhappiness are so subjective, right?

What one person finds [00:43:00] exciting and meaningful can drive another person up the wall. You know, well one person finds tedious, frustrating, that can give another person a lot of satisfaction. So like, what's your relationship with your work? How do you feel about the people in this organization? Would you enjoy these more senior tasks?

How do you tend to deal with stress in general? I think all of that is gonna play a huge role in your experience of a more senior role,

Jordan Harbinger: and part of that is how important this extra money is. You said that you want to earn that amount so your husband can stay home with your child. Would that be worth the potential stress?

Maybe?

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah. Again, so much of this is about the meaning that she's gonna make of these things. I mean, if you put in 80 hours a week as a leader in a company and you don't feel particularly passionate about the product or you don't enjoy the work and it's just purely an attempt to make more money, that might be smart, that might be potentially even necessary, but that's probably harder to sustain.

But if you chase this job because you want your spouse to enjoy a break and you want your child to grow up with one devoted parent at home, and you want to give yourself the resources you need to take [00:44:00] care of your parents, that can make a demanding job like this a lot more doable.

Jordan Harbinger: Good point. So we can't tell you for sure whether the corporate ladder is for you or you should look into a new career or a side hustle or whatever, but my advice would still be the same.

Instead of thinking of increased responsibility and power as guaranteed stress, think of it as an opportunity to grow and get better at managing your career. And I promise you, a side hustle is gonna eat up hours of your life too. Transitioning to a new career, that's an investment too. Diversifying your income streams, that's gonna take work.

So no matter what you do, you're gonna be dealing with the same inputs, how you manage these inputs, how you take care of yourself, how you protect your personal time, that's gonna determine how sustainable this is. Also, don't try to plot out too many moves in advance. I would just keep doing great work.

Keep building your relationships, see what doors open to you at these higher levels, and then decide if it's a leap that you wanna make. I think you'll be in a different mindset at that point. You'll be working with different information. Also, you can always ask for even more money and see if they'll give it to you.

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Gabriel Mizrahi: My recommendation of the week is a bit of a throwback, actually. It's a true crime docuseries called The Staircase Jordan. Have you heard of this thing? I don't think so. So the staircase follows the trial of a somewhat famous novelist named Michael Peterson. This guy was accused of murdering his wife, Kathleen Peterson, when she was found dead at the bottom of their staircase in their home in North Carolina.

And oh wow. What happened after that is absolutely insane. I don't want to give away too much, but the trial ended up having all of these crazy twists and turns and it turned up Hidden Secrets from Michael's past, and it shed a light on. What you could argue is corruption and malfeasance in the justice system in Durham County.

I don't wanna say anything anymore. It is riveting. And one of the things that made this series so fascinating is that the filmmakers embedded with [00:50:00] the defense team. So you get to see how a defense actually comes together. And then they also had access to the prosecutors in the case. And the filmmakers for the most part, didn't really take sides.

So you're just getting a glimpse into how the case unfolds. And as a viewer, you're constantly left wondering like what actually happened? Who's telling the truth here? It is so entertaining and it is so fascinating. Oh, and also the filmmakers began filming this in 2003 when the trial began, and then they came back and they added follow-up episodes in 2013 for reasons that I will let you find out.

And then they did it again in 2018. So this story just would not end. And you see this guy's insane life unfold over like 15 years. Hands down, my favorite true crime docuseries ever. It had a very big influence on every other true crime series that came after it, and it's currently streaming on Netflix.

I think you're gonna love it. Let me know what you think.

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Gabriel Mizrahi: All right, what's next? Dear Jordan and Gabe, I'm guessing you guys don't agree politically with Charlie Kirk, but I'm someone on the right, who does. I used to watch his content all the time. I never met him, but after his assassination, I can't help but feel like I lost a close friend or a family member.

I felt the same after Robin Williams' death. The whole thing has gotten me wondering about our connection with high profile people and what this event says about our country. Why do we hold people we never met in such high esteem like actors or famous people? How do we come together as a nation when our opinions and views of America and our future are so different?

Signed a guy who's hurt and whose view of America is being reworked after the loss of his boy Kirk.

Jordan Harbinger: Interesting questions. Also, Gabe, Charlie, Kirk. You trying to get us canceled. This is a third rail for a lot of people.

Gabriel Mizrahi: I just feel like you need more free time. Yeah, to be honest, good looking out, man. The

Jordan Harbinger: quickest way to get [00:52:00] yourself off the air, apparently.

Just ask Jimmy Kimmel

Gabriel Mizrahi: that and making fun of all the Fins and Russians who listen to our show, but whatever. Yeah. Let's blame this letter.

Jordan Harbinger: Yes. So interesting story. I actually knew Charlie.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Really? Yeah. Wait, I did not know that. Yeah.

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah. He used to be on my network, PodcastOne, so he would often be recording when I would use the studio in la.

So I would just be sitting in the room waiting for him to wrap up or do commercials, or he'd come in after me. I met him, I don't know, dozens of times. And we were acquaintances, buddies, whatever. He was probably like, I don't know, 26 years old. I did not know this. Yeah. Were you

Gabriel Mizrahi: guys like close or was it just like in passing?

Jordan Harbinger: We had lunch a couple times. I helped him and his team with their podcast in the beginning, 'cause it was new and they'd call me with questions about recording or ad sales or like, does this contract term look fair to you? Or, or we're thinking about leaving, what do you think? And we had a playful dynamic.

We would sometimes argue about political things kind of informally, right? Because I'm, I basically just gave him a bunch of crap and, you know, we get into a little bit of a, a fight or he'd do this thing where he'd take an even more extreme position of his argument just to see what my [00:53:00] reaction would be.

You know, he was always really nice to me, nice to everybody at PodcastOne, as far as I could tell. And he was fired up in a way that didn't strike me as inauthentic. Like he wasn't doing the sort of performative, I'm an angry right wing guy. Like he just, he felt strongly about the arguments that he made.

And so I have to say, it has been strange and fascinating watching people across the political spectrum respond to his murder. And I've never seen anything like it. And both sides are spinning it in different ways, using the tragedy in different ways, trying to separate the guy from the event in different ways.

It's interesting. So, yeah. Okay. Some more philosophical questions today. Why do we hold famous people we've never met in such high esteem? I think because they represent something meaningful to us, because they bring something to us that we can't get in our ordinary lives, whether it's laughter, or insight, or confidence or whatever it is.

Robin Williams, he was an artist. He was like a clown type figure, a super talented clown, and you know, he [00:54:00] made us laugh. He made us feel things. Charlie Kirk, for people who were fans, of course he gave them entertainment through his debates, he gave them angles on big topics that made sense to them.

Someone also just told me, I'm not a hundred percent sure about this, but if it's interesting, if true, someone told me he would also post videos where he lost debates sometimes, which I do appreciate. Just that he wasn't totally curating his image. So I imagine that probably another thing he gave people was authenticity and courage, at least to some degree.

So for all those reasons, we hold these people in high esteem.

Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah, well said. I agree with all of that. I also think that we can sometimes project onto these public figures, certain qualities that we find admirable. You know, we assume that they're brilliant or courageous or flawless or whatever it is.

And sometimes we wanna place these parts of ourselves that we don't have or that we're not in touch with onto other people. And social media makes that very easy as well. And then we get to experience those qualities that way through them.

Jordan Harbinger: Agreed. And so there's something cool about that and there's something potentially sad about that all depends on our [00:55:00] relationship with these people.

I suppose your second question, honestly, man, I don't know how to answer that. How do we come together as a nation when our views are so different?

Gabriel Mizrahi: No big deal. Yeah, just, you know, casual Feedback Friday question.

Jordan Harbinger: I don't know. Maybe that's the question. In the United States right now. I will say the way some people on the left, people who disagreed with and probably even hated Charlie Kirk, the way some of them have said, Hey look, I don't like this guy.

I actually find his views abominable, but this is terrible. This is wrong. We can condemn this murder and mourn this guy even if we despised him. I do think that might be one answer to your question that underneath our political divides, there's a common humanity and obviously not all of his opponents are doing that, but there are a lot of them and that's the correct response, even if it doesn't feel like such a loss to them.

Gabriel Mizrahi: The other way we can come together is through entertainment, which I suppose in a way, Charlie Kirk did his videos were a form of entertainment. Like you said, Jordan, in addition to a form of education, I guess you would call it, I mean left, right center. We all love a good movie. We love a great song. We love going to an [00:56:00] awesome concert.

Maybe not Disney movies these days. Okay. But you know, maybe not kid rock concerts, but so everything is like drawn in along political lines now, but that's right. There are experiences that transcend politics. Those are the things that I think we all come to

Jordan Harbinger: true. But really I think the US is so fractured now, not just because of specific policy issues, but because we no longer have a set of agreed on core values as a country.

I'm not sure America knows what it stands for. We kind of do sometimes in some vague way, but our culture and our mission and our role in the world are so confused and complicated, especially at this moment, and that makes it really hard to transcend political differences. But honestly, for sure, I don't know if that's just an America thing.

Our whole civilization is kind of going through it right now. As for healing, moving forward with these different views, I think that's up to all of us individually. There's a private mourning we all have to do for people we love and admire, and as a country, it's up to our democracy to contain all these different voices, different values, different agendas, and [00:57:00] hopefully it leads to decent results.

I think it's only gonna get more chaotic from here on out though, because everyone's voice is being amplified now, and our system is getting, depending on how you look at it, either more corrupt or more fragile or more cynical. Democracies are already more turbulent than authoritarian regimes by virtue of the fact that they're for and by the people, and they allow for so much change.

So I expect there will just be more and more of that.

Gabriel Mizrahi: But you know, maybe that's also a good thing, you know, maybe the turbulence of our system is a sign that it is in some fundamental way still working because it is responding to all of this chaos, whether it's political fights or the murder of a public figure, which is so insane, and maybe that can give us some hope that we can rely on the system to do its job even when these tragedies happen.

But yeah, there's no doubt that it's never been more chaotic and dysfunctional than it is at this moment.

Jordan Harbinger: Yeah, just like some of the characters we hear about on feedback Friday, I suppose. But look, man, I'm no political scientist. I just host a podcast where I talk to people smarter than me. What I can say is, I'm sorry [00:58:00] that you're hurting after Charlie Kirk's murder.

I am too. Not just because we overlapped for a time, but because a father and a son and a professional just got straight up murdered on a college campus in this country. That's horrifying. You're right. My politics don't line up neatly with Charlie Kirk's, but that doesn't matter. What happened to him is tragic.

It's disgusting, and we should all be saddened and disturbed by what happened to him. We all have to grieve our relationships with these folks when they die and figure out how we wanna keep them alive on our own way or do our part in addressing the fact that they had to leave too early, or if you vehemently dislike or disagree with them, then to find ways of embodying different values from them in our own lives.

I realize that's more complicated with somebody like Charlie Kirk than say, Robin Williams, who was kind of like a beloved national treasure from Disney movies, for example. It's easier to just celebrate somebody who made us laugh, but that's part of mourning, and I hope you find that meaning in his death as well.

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