980: Sister Was Wild — Should You Adopt Her Child? | Feedback Friday

980: Sister Was Wild — Should You Adopt Her Child? | Feedback Friday

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[00:00:00] Jordan Harbinger: Welcome to Feedback Friday. I'm your host, Jordan Harbinger. As always, I'm here with feedback. Friday producer, the cool breeze, redirecting the lava spewing out of this Icelandic volcano of life drama. Gabriel Mizrahi. Very timely. That one. Yeah, I have to say I thought so. Iceland man, they know how to make those volcanoes.

[00:00:20] Gabriel Mizrahi: They do very much the uh, crazy feedback Friday stepmother of, uh, geological formations.

[00:00:27] Jordan Harbinger: . I would say yeah, or the angsty cousin who picks a fight at Christmas dinner for no reason and then forces everyone to, uh, reroute their flights. On the Jordan Harbinger Show. We decode the story secrets and skills of the world's most fascinating people and turn their wisdom into practical advice that you can use to impact your own life and those around you.

[00:00:44] Our mission is to help you become a better informed, more critical thinker. And during the week, we have long form conversations with a variety of amazing folks from former jihadi and undercover agents to astronauts and national security advisors, Russian chess, grand Masters, and tech luminaries. This week we had Adam Gamal, this guy, man, he immigrated to the United States from Egypt.

[00:01:03] That story in itself is crazy, joins the army and ends up in this counter terrorist special forces unit that is, is just all over the world. Doing wild and crazy assassinations and renditions and protection missions. This is a two-parter. It's a really incredible story and I think you're gonna enjoy it.

[00:01:20] On Fridays though, we share stories, take listener letters, offer advice, and compare Gabe to various eruptive bodies. Apparently, speaking of eruptive bodies, as you might be able to hear 'em still a little under the weather, whenever I get sick, I notice that I tend to get a little bit down emotionally, mentally, whatever.

[00:01:36] So I was texting with a friend of mine the other day. He is a happiness researcher. He's like, how are you doing? And I was like, ah, I'm okay. Real talk though. Whenever I get sick, either from the kids or because of overwork or both, I realized I start to feel bad about other things in my life. Especially like the business and the show.

[00:01:51] It's like, oh, we're not doing this, we're not doing that. And as I've gotten older, I'm 44 now, I realize the things I generally think about, they haven't really changed at all despite how much my life has changed. So most of these concerns are just a story that my mind is telling. It's an illusion that my mind is creating.

[00:02:06] And it usually does that when it's feeling bad about other things. So in other words, I get sick physically, right? I get RSV or cold or whatever crazy crap that kids bring home from daycare. So my mind feels a little depressed or down, which makes my mind start to look for reasons that I'm down. And so the mind is not going, oh well, you feel bad 'cause you have a cold and everything else is fine.

[00:02:27] The mind latches onto anything that could confirm my concerns and trigger anxiety. Like, oh no, the advertising sales load is a little bit low halfway through the month. What does that mean? Are we gonna have a low, you know, whatever, an advertiser that cancels and I'm like, oh, the ads don't work anymore.

[00:02:44] Roll up the carpet. Right? So I told my friend, I, I don't know if this is scientific, but it makes sense to me because we know that feeling down or depressed, it can actually be a form of defense or protection when we're compromised physically. I read somewhere that the body wants to isolate when we're not at a hundred percent.

[00:02:58] Maybe that's to preserve energy, to recover whatever, stuff like that. And one of the ways it does that is by triggering laziness and or depression. But then I was thinking, okay, our brains crave a story and they also hate uncertainty, right? So instead of saying, I'm sick, my body wants to isolate. That's why I don't feel so good.

[00:03:15] My mind says I'm sick and my business is failing and my friends all hate me. And you know, insert depression slash anxiety fueled rumination rant here and seeing how that works. That none of this is true or doesn't have to be true. That's been very educational for me and it's something that I think kind of has only come to me with age.

[00:03:34] I think you can learn it at any age. But that's what I shared with my friend, again, a literal happiness researcher. And he came back with great to hear this line of thinking. It's a real breakthrough when you accept that psychology is in fact biology. When your adrenal system is stressed, you pour out cortisol, your brain doesn't know if it's because you tried to record too many podcasts or because your wife loves you less.

[00:03:56] Right. And, and you're just hormonally out of equilibrium. Obviously your wife doesn't love you less.

[00:04:02] Gabriel Mizrahi: Well, I mean, I don't know how he knows that,

[00:04:04] Jordan Harbinger: but, uh,

[00:04:05] Gabriel Mizrahi: that's true. Sure, that's true.

[00:04:07] Jordan Harbinger: Jen could be secretly filing for divorce in the other room while we record this episode for all I know. Yeah.

[00:04:11] Gabriel Mizrahi: Like, is he reviewing transcripts of your pillow talk or something, or?

[00:04:14] Jordan Harbinger: Not that I know of anyway. This is a pretty decent friend. He's a smart guy and he's going based on what he knows about me and about my relationships, of course. But so anyway, the insight is when you're in that state, all the small things wrong in your life, they get disproportionate weight. Mm-Hmm. Think about it.

[00:04:29] If you feel good, you just completed a workout and you're going on vacation. You might go, yeah, we're having a low sales month in the business. But you know what? That stuff always gets ironed out. And even if we have a low month, it always gets made up for later in the quarter. And if we have a bad quarter, it gets made up for in another quarter, no big deal.

[00:04:46] But if you have a cold and you're about to do three hours of email, it's like, Nope, I'm I what? Okay. I'm googling to self-employed people qualify for unemployment. Right. You, you start really going down the tubes. So anyway, his recommendation. To manage all of this was metacognition. So he's a religious guy, so he mentions prayer, journaling, meditation, thinking about thinking, thinking about how we think, right.

[00:05:10] Exactly. And why we think getting perspective on our perspectives. Right. And of course, adequate recovery. And it's always interesting. It sounds kind of funny to notice how the whole world seems to change when you're healthy again. Right. And again, it's something I'm hanging onto as I get over this little postan bug is like, I think the real takeaway is avoid making big decisions when you're in one of these moods too.

[00:05:31] Like definitely do you wanna quit your job? It's like, hmm, well I do have pneumonia, so unless I got pneumonia because my job is consistently overworking me and the boss just doesn't care about my health. Okay, fine. That's a red flag. But if it's like. Is this career for me? And you're like, well, I feel kind of crappy and I can't breathe without it feeling like I'm inhaling fire.

[00:05:52] That must mean that my career path is not the right one and I shouldn't have children and not marry my fiance. Like, no. Mm-Hmm. Don't make those decisions when you already feel like a SS for some other reason. I think that's the big takeaway here. Gabe, what is the first thing outta the mailbag?

[00:06:07] Gabriel Mizrahi: Hi, Jordan and Gabe.

[00:06:08] I'm in my late twenties and married with two kids. My husband's family is fantastic and I have a really great relationship with both of his parents. His youngest sister, though, had a really difficult start to life. She was adopted by my in-laws when she was a year old after her biological mom lost custody for neglect and drug use.

[00:06:28] Understandably, she has some pretty significant issues as a result. I first met her when she was 12, and I've tried to have a meaningful friendship with her. She always seemed young for her age, but other than some immaturity, I've never seen anything crazy happen. But my husband and his family say that she basically made their lives hell growing up.

[00:06:47] Apparently she lied constantly, ran away multiple times, and once tried to set their house on fire. She caused a lot of contention in their home and her siblings all still have a really hard time being around her. She's still in contact with both of her parents, one of her brothers and me. She ended up leaving home halfway through her senior year of high school and hasn't been back since, since graduating.

[00:07:09] She's been to rehab a couple of times and is constantly changing or losing jobs, but she seems to be able to support herself enough to live in a house with some roommates. Then a couple of months ago, she told us that she's pregnant. She already had one abortion and doesn't want to do that again. At first she said she planned to keep the baby after it's born, but pretty soon she was calling me saying that she doesn't think she can, which I completely understand.

[00:07:34] I told her that we might be able to take the baby, and she seems to be leaning towards that option. She doesn't want to give it up to somebody that she doesn't know, and I'm not sure that anyone else in the family wants to take it. I want to help this baby, but I'm worried. I don't think that it will have as many problems as its mom because I would be getting it as a newborn, but there are still genetics at play and it's possible that the baby has been or will be exposed to illicit drugs during the pregnancy.

[00:08:01] My mother-in-law is against us adopting the baby. She doesn't want us to go through something similar to what she went through. My husband, however, is willing, do I risk jeopardizing the peace in my home by adopting this baby? Would that be fair to my biological children? How much of an obligation do we have to our future niece or nephew?

[00:08:19] Signed to give this baby a home by calling it our own or stay in our zone because there's just too much unknown

[00:08:26] Jordan Harbinger: man. What a conundrum. This is fascinating situation all around and very sad. Your poor sister-in-law just did not have a fair start at life. She did a real number on your in-laws, the whole family.

[00:08:38] It's just so tragic. Yeah. I mean, trying to light the house on fire must be pretty bad. Yeah. Gabe, I'm thinking about that letter we took a few weeks back from the guy whose parents adopted that baby whose mother used drugs while pregnant and among other things. Yes. She just did a number on the kid and years later he's having all these behavior problems and he's throwing violent temper tantrums and he was like eight.

[00:08:55] Right. And he knocked his dad's teeth out and stuff like that. It's just awful. They had

[00:08:59] Gabriel Mizrahi: to call the police to the house regularly when he was throwing tantrums. That's right. That was episode 9 53, by the way. It was question two on that episode. Yeah. They, they sound like children who have wrestled with similar issues.

[00:09:09] Yeah. Tragic. Yeah.

[00:09:10] Jordan Harbinger: It, it's so sad and none of that was her fault. Look, I'm really glad to hear she went to rehab. That's great. She's more stable now. I hope she's staying sober and holding up. Okay. She's definitely improved, but somebody who's struggling severely in life who can't or isn't ready to take care of a baby, my opinion is they, of course, should not be having a baby.

[00:09:29] Easier said than done, so that frustrates me too. That she's potentially about to put another child through the same situation she went through, and also make that child's life even harder by being like, you know, maybe I'll just cave into my addiction while I have a baby bacon. That's just awful.

[00:09:44] Gabriel Mizrahi: That's the cycle, man.

[00:09:45] It's really, really deeply sad. It's

[00:09:48] Jordan Harbinger: quite anger

[00:09:48] Gabriel Mizrahi: inducing. Yeah. I

[00:09:49] Jordan Harbinger: know people have different beliefs about abortion. I, of course, I get it. I'm not trying to get into that whole topic, but now she's either condemning this child to a life of difficulty or she's about to make this problem her family's problem.

[00:10:02] Right. And it's just, it's not, okay. Anyway, we wanted to get an expert's opinion here. So we reached out to Colleen Riddle, child welfare specialist, adoption expert and independent contractor for Heartland for Children, which is a lead child welfare agency in Florida. And again, y'all, I said Florida, so you, you know, Colleen has seen some stuff.

[00:10:20] The first thing Colleen said was that she commends you for taking this question seriously, putting some real thought into it. Unfortunately, this is a question that only you and your husband can really answer. It's a tough situation in Colleen's view 'cause there's no easy, like right or wrong, and it involves family.

[00:10:35] But she did wanna share a few questions that you can use to guide your decision making process and wrap your head around what this situation would look like. So her first question was, how much contact do you anticipate with the child's mother and what will be your plan for sharing this child's birth story with the child?

[00:10:51] So as Colleen put it, all children have an innate desire for connection with their biological family. Since you'd be adopting this child from birth, you could provide this child with love and support from day one, but in her view, that's not gonna eliminate or replace the innate desire for connection with biological family.

[00:11:05] So their relationship with your sister-in-Law, how much contact they'll have with their relationship will be like, it's a very important variable here. And it's a complicated question given your sister-in-law's history, her personality, how she takes care of herself, which leads to Colleen's second question, how good are you at setting and maintaining boundaries?

[00:11:23] This would be an open adoption, meaning your sister-in-Law, she would participate in placing the baby with you guys and might have contact with the child after that. Now, I'll tell you, there was a girl who grew up next door to me growing up and she had an open adoption. And I remember her parents, her adoptive parents, our neighbors would be like, yeah, we went to the mall and we ran into her bio dad.

[00:11:43] And it was like, oh gosh, you know? 'cause it's, it's always complicated with these folks. I. In Colleen's experience, it's always better for a child to be with biological family following a separation from a birth mother. So in a way, what you're proposing here, this is the best case scenario after staying with her mom anyway.

[00:11:59] Although again, given her mom, maybe this really is the best case scenario. But Colleen pointed out, it sounds like your sister-in-law struggles with boundaries with relationship in general, Colleen felt you should know that your sister-in-law will likely challenge these boundaries. So the burden of maintaining boundaries to protect this child, deciding what you want their relationship with her to look like, that's gonna be entirely on you and your husband.

[00:12:22] Now, Colleen wanted to be clear here. She's not suggesting that this child should not have a relationship with her biological mother. In fact, this child might thrive knowing both their birth mother and the family that chose them. But she did say that you will have to be the arbiter, the guardian of what is healthy and what is not healthy for this family.

[00:12:41] Colleen's. Third question was, if you go through with this adoption, who's gonna be your support team? In her experience? You're gonna need one. Will your family or your husband's family support you? If you decide to adopt? Will you possibly lose their support or involvement for your two existing children?

[00:12:57] If you decide to adopt, are there other people who would support you and your husband? 'cause look, parenting is hard no matter how a child joins a family. But statistically, parents who adopt need an increased level of support because adopted children statistically need more support. So that's Colleen's first big recommendation to really sit with these questions, you and your husband together, talk 'em out, do your legwork, come up with the answers together, and then take a big step back and ask, okay, given what we're looking at here.

[00:13:23] All the scenarios, all the data we gathered, the changes, the decisions we're gonna have to make. Do we really wanna do this? And if we do, are we prepared for what's in store?

[00:13:33] Gabriel Mizrahi: Yep. Those are the questions. And once you've done that, then Colleen hopes that you will be open to a few words of advice. And remember, this is coming from somebody who has seen a lot of adoptions and all of the joys, and also all of the challenges that adoption brings up.

[00:13:47] So her first tip, seek counsel as a family from an adoption competent therapist. You're gonna wanna find somebody who is specifically credentialed in adoption competency because as Colleen put it to us, adoption blends the tragedy of loss and separation with the beauty of love and this feeling of wanted.

[00:14:08] And if at any point you or this child are struggling, she would give you the exact same advice. Go seek out therapy and always look for the adoption competent therapist. Her second piece of advice was seek out training on trauma, on attachment. Colleen explained to us that people often think, oh, you know, if we adopt this infant at birth, they'll be fine because we will be there from the very beginning and we'll make sure that they have a great stable childhood.

[00:14:31] But she wanted to remind you that these children spend all of that time in utero with their birth mother. So they will always experience the trauma of separation. There's no way around it. And of course, whatever your sister-in-law's lifestyle during the pregnancy is that'll also obviously impact the child profoundly, which you already know.

[00:14:48] Now, some children with secure attachments and open adoption never struggle. Others struggle a lot. Colleen said there's no way to predict how well a child is going to thrive in an adopted family, but she did say that we know that these children do better if they're adopted by a family member, but still an understanding of trauma and attachment is key.

[00:15:08] So Colleen said that your local adoption or child welfare agency, they should offer classes or workshops on this kind of stuff. So definitely check that out. I would also encourage you to read the book. The Body Keeps the Score. It's one of the best books about trauma theory and treatment. I finally got around to reading it myself a few weeks ago.

[00:15:24] It is extremely educational, very eye-opening. I would also check out Jordan's interview with Amir Levine. He's the author of the book Attached. That'll be a really good intro to the whole concept of attachment theory, and that was episode nine 60. More generally though, Colleen's advice in this area was just read, read, read, and keep educating yourself.

[00:15:42] She said The Karen Purvis Institute for Child Development puts out amazing material for parents of adopted children. They offer free videos on YouTube. They do in-person trainings. They can also use their pages to find practitioners who offer things like camps and educational opportunities for your whole family, which sound pretty terrific.

[00:16:00] Colleen has a few favorite books about the topic of parenting. One is the Connected Child. Another is called the Whole Brainchild, and then there was another one called No Drama Discipline. She said these books guided her husband and her through their own adoption journeys. We're gonna link to all of those books in the show notes for you.

[00:16:16] Colleen would encourage you to follow adoption pages on social media, and not just those, but also pages run by adoptees. She did say that some of what these adoptees have to say can be a little hard to hear sometimes, but she's also found this to be a really helpful tool in understanding their point of view and you know, it might help you understand this child even better and maybe even prepare for some of the experiences that this child might have.

[00:16:39] I. Colleen's last thought for you was whatever you decide here, that's gotta be the decision. So once you've committed, she says, do not question that call. Do not look back, which is why answering these questions and doing all of this homework now in advance, thoughtfully, fully before you make the decision, is so crucial.

[00:16:57] And if your kids are old enough, if they're ready to have this conversation, you can discuss the decision with them as well. And if that's kind of hard to do, Colleen is a big fan of making a plan, maybe even with that therapist and working through the hard conversations together. But Colleen was very, very firm on this point for the sake of all of the children.

[00:17:15] She said, do not waffle. Do not hesitate on this decision once you've made it. You gotta lead from a position of this is our family and your children will follow. In fact, Colleen said that they might surprise you. They might have the biggest impact on the healing journey of this new baby. But in her view, your first obligation is always to your existing family.

[00:17:34] But yes, if this child becomes a part of that family, they're gonna be forever. Family

[00:17:39] Jordan Harbinger: wise words for sure. All that said, and I'm speaking for myself here, please think through this decision very carefully. I think it's absolutely incredible that you're even considering adopting this child. Based on what you've shared, it's very likely they'd have a much better life with you and your family.

[00:17:53] But, oh man, I'm just not sure you owe this huge commitment and sacrifice to your sister-in-Law. This was her choice. It's her addiction. It's her psychology. I mean, we're talking about somebody who used drugs, might use 'em again, who literally set her childhood home on fire or tried to. She's the one now failing to live up to the responsibilities of motherhood of adulthood.

[00:18:15] That is tragic and it does break my heart that her choices are now affecting another life. But that is also the difficult reality of this situation. Would you be a saint for adopting this baby? Absolutely. Would you be doing God's work? No doubt about it. And if that's what you guys want and you're willing to do, Hey, I support you, I commend you.

[00:18:33] But that doesn't mean you have to do it. So a question I would ask yourself is how much of your offer to adopt this baby is about helping this specific child? How much of it is about expanding your family and creating a new experience with this kid? And how much of it is about saving your sister from a really difficult choice and some very difficult feelings here?

[00:18:53] Gabriel Mizrahi: Uh, that is such a good question. And I would also throw in another, which is, is she possibly saving herself from some difficult feelings because now she has to potentially sit back and watch her sister-in-law give this child up for adoption to somebody they don't know somebody totally different. Does she feel like she needs to step in because that's too hard to watch, even if this isn't her responsibility?

[00:19:13] Jordan Harbinger: Yeah, man, I just, I also feel bad for her bio kids. You know, like new kid comes in. Tons of attention on them. What if they have a bunch of problems because of in utero drug use? Now their whole life is forever changed. I dunno, because look, I can only imagine how heartbreaking this must be to watch your sister-in-Law is possibly giving this disadvantaged baby up for adoption when you guys could theoretically take it.

[00:19:34] But that is an option here. It's a fair one in my opinion, and maybe I'm saying this because we just heard that disturbing story about those parents who were struggling with their adopted son. I know not all adoption stories turned out the same way. Family friends of mine adopted a girl from Korea. She was kind of a nightmare as a teenager.

[00:19:49] Now she's an amazing mom. She's a great person. She just had a phase like many teenagers do. I sincerely hope that this child has a very different experience of life than, than somebody we would hear about on feedback Friday. Right? But like Colleen said, you have to go into this eyes wide open, knowing what you might be signing up for, knowing what this child will require to succeed in life, accepting they might not succeed in certain ways, they just have a tough time, or change the balance of your family in some irreversible way.

[00:20:17] You have to be clear about that. And you have to ask yourself, and I mean, really ask yourself if you guys are willing to embrace all the risks, all the potential impacts, as well as all the potential joys and fulfillment. And I say that not just for you and your husband, but also like I said, for your kids who, who, like Colleen said, are your first priority.

[00:20:35] And I know what it sounds like, but I'm not really trying to dissuade you necessarily, although I clearly have my concerns. I'm sure you do too. I say that just to help you make this decision with as much awareness and honesty as possible, or if you decide not to do this, to feel secure and at peace with that decision, you clearly love your family.

[00:20:52] That's great. Good for you. You should. I mean, yes, that's table stakes, but like you, I could see it. And you're coming from a place of real compassion for your sister-in-Law and her child, which is admirable in Colleen's view. You're already doing better than many people just by taking this decision seriously, and I concur.

[00:21:07] Whether or not you choose to adopt, you'll have thoroughly explored the option. So go have these conversations, go read all the books or whatever, consult the experts, think through what you want to take on and whether it's yours to take on, and I know that's gonna lead you to the right decision here.

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[00:23:58] Gabriel Mizrahi: Okay, what's next? Hi, Jordan and Gabe. I'm trans, and long story short, it's been a very difficult journey. My mother and brother have been extremely challenging and hurtful in a variety of ways, which led to a suicidal spiral that has lasted almost eight years now.

[00:24:16] I'm in therapy for all of it. Hooray for therapy, but it's still exhausting. I changed my first name when I transitioned, but because of how my family is treated, a very serious issue. I later decided to change my last name too. I've been working on my networking and I'm now struggling with the fact that I have a completely different name from when I last spoke to a number of the people I'm reaching out to.

[00:24:39] I expect a good number of them to understand that I have a different name, but some might not or they won't pay attention enough to realize who I was before. I'm also not sure how many people from my old life I want to get in contact with. I. I'm realizing that I will likely have to dead name myself by giving my former name, which I'm not entirely comfortable doing, and which creates a lot of emotional labor for me.

[00:25:02] Jordan Harbinger: So for anybody who doesn't know, dead naming is when you call a transgender person by their birth name when they've changed their name as part of their transition, which apparently can bring up some very tough feelings.

[00:25:13] Gabriel Mizrahi: That's right. So the letter goes on. Another complication is that I'm not entirely set on the new first name.

[00:25:19] I picked and I'm mulling over some new ones, insert meme here about trans people changing their names every three months. But the name felt like a transitional one to get away from my dead name for good.

[00:25:31] Jordan Harbinger: That's funny. I hadn't heard of that trope about trans people changing their names a lot, but I, I look it makes sense.

[00:25:36] I like that you have a little bit of a sense of humor about that. I actually wonder if that could be part of your script here.

[00:25:41] Gabriel Mizrahi: How do I handle my name when I reach out to people I met before I transitioned? How do I avoid deadnaming myself while catching people up on my life? Do you have any broader relationship building advice for trans people signed new name.

[00:25:55] Same me. So how do I tell the story of how all of this came to be?

[00:26:00] Jordan Harbinger: Interesting question, and definitely one I don't think I've ever had, especially on the show before. So I'm happy to dig into a new experience here. We wanted to share your story with an expert. So we reached out to Noelle Soran, the first visible transgender financial advisor at Northwestern Mutual, and currently one of two nationally for the company and about handling your new name when you reach out to people.

[00:26:20] Noelle said that this is very much a personal choice in her case. She did a few things at once. She said there were a select few who she felt deserved to hear it from her, either in person or with a phone call. She also decided to let the world know with a message on her LinkedIn page. She told us she actually did this on a Friday morning.

[00:26:39] Turned off her phone. She and her friend went and got their nails done. Noelle got her ears pierced. They had lunch, they got tattoos, like they had a busy ass day, basically

[00:26:46] Gabriel Mizrahi: big day. Big day for Noelle all

[00:26:48] Jordan Harbinger: around. I mean, it sounds like a super fun day, mostly because your phone is off, but hey, you know, go you with the badass piercings and tattoos.

[00:26:55] Meanwhile, her clients from Northwestern Mutual received an email telling them about Noelle's transition, and they were given the option to contact her managing director if they would prefer to work with somebody else. Noelle told us that this was probably the scariest part of the announcement. And gosh, I can imagine why, but not a single client asked to be reassigned and she hasn't lost any of them since, which is pretty damn cool.

[00:27:18] And that probably speaks to the quality of Noelle's work as well as her strong relationships with her clients. But it's also a great reminder that people are probably gonna be much more understanding than you might think, and more invested in you as a person than in like the name that you go by.

[00:27:33] Certainly the people you wanna keep close and develop meaningful relationships with. Anyway. Now, Noelle did want you to know that you're gonna get some messages of support, hopefully no hateful messages, and some people are just gonna disappear from your world. So her advice was to be prepared for that.

[00:27:49] Now, about the dead naming concern to quote Noelle here, none of us can a hundred percent avoid being dead named, but she did say that you'll learn really quickly the difference between those who do that with malice and those who are just used to calling you by your dead name. So her advice give the second group, grace, they're adjusting to her approach is to just remind those people that it's no longer your name and it's important to you to be recognized with your new name.

[00:28:13] And if they continue calling you by your old name, okay, then they start falling into the first group. And maybe those folks, you just don't pursue them too hard. But again, Noelle said that hasn't actually happened to her very often. Again, we build this up in our heads. Those are her words. Noel's larger insight here was that communication is key.

[00:28:33] She chose not to start new social media pages, but just to change your name. And yes, some people were confused and if they asked her like, Hey, what's with the new name? What's with all the changes? Then she shared her story with them in her view. Everyone's eventually gonna find out, so don't be afraid to share your story.

[00:28:49] To quote her again. You are strong and brave for being your authentic self. There's no shame in this.

[00:28:54] Gabriel Mizrahi: Now, in terms of bigger picture, relationship building advice, Noelle told us that large social gatherings, yeah, those did cause her a ton of social anxiety in the early days, but she's been fortunate to have colleagues and friends from other businesses who go to networking events with her.

[00:29:09] They help her feel safe. Her advice there, and I'm quoting her again, is get used to the stairs. It's gonna happen. You gotta frame it in your mind that people are admiring how beautiful you are, how handsome you are. You know, your mindset is key. Noelle's take is that being authentic. That's what's gonna give you new confidence.

[00:29:28] She told us that trans people are often terrified at first because you know, all they ever hear are these horror stories, but that doesn't mean your story is gonna go that way. And if it helps, she recommended going to L-G-B-T-Q focused events at first, you know, either in person or online that might feel a little safer.

[00:29:46] It might help you ease into this new experience. Noel actually shared an interesting story with us. So earlier in the day that we spoke with her, she picked up some takeout from a restaurant and she suspected that one of the workers at this restaurant was trans. This woman spotted Noel, and they just smiled at each other and she asked Noelle's name and she told her, you know, your order's coming right up.

[00:30:05] And Noelle said that they just connected with their eyes and it was just like this really nice, meaningful moment. So the final thought Noelle wanted to leave you with is you will find that by being visible, you are also giving strength to other people. And her advice is to surround yourself with people who love you, who support you, even in the business world.

[00:30:25] So to quote her one last time, here we are out there and we aren't that difficult to find. And in fact, she invited you to connect with her and she offered to talk you through some strategies as you navigate this new chapter, especially since the practices can vary a little bit from industry to industry, which is a super sweet offer and I think you should take her up on that.

[00:30:43] I hope you do.

[00:30:43] Jordan Harbinger: That's awesome. And really says a lot about Noelle, by the way, I also asked another trans friend of mine for advice, a guy named Robbie Samuels, and Robbie pointed us to a great resource, the National Center for Transgender Equality, which has a ton of resources about navigating conversations, decisions, paperwork spaces you probably already know about this, but just mentioning it in case anyone didn't.

[00:31:05] We'll link to that in the show notes for you. So thank you Robbie for that. And big thanks to Noelle for her wisdom and experience here. By the way, Noelle is based in Florida, but she works with L-G-B-T-Q clients nationwide. You can connect with her on LinkedIn or at her website, and I'm link to both of those in the show notes as well.

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[00:31:43] Gabriel Mizrahi: what's next? Hey, Jordan and Gabe. For the last eight years I've been running a construction company with my wife, though we're fairly successful, we made an early mistake by signing a contract with the local trade union.

[00:31:55] Conflicts ensued and the company took a big hit. After considering our options, we decided to let the company naturally wind down. At the end, all the contracts were completed and we were pretty close to the black. There were only a couple thousand in outstanding material bills to pay. Then the other day, I picked up the mail and saw two letters, a notice from the IRS, which is never a good sign and an arrest warrant from the constable for my wife.

[00:32:22] It turns out that we never sent in the money for our company's nine four ones the form to report and pay income taxes, social Security tax, or Medicare tax, and not just for one or two months, but for six quarters to the tune of $173,000. A year ago. My wife told me that we were in a little bit of trouble, so I pulled $60,000 from my retirement, nearly all of it, to keep us afloat and pay suppliers.

[00:32:50] I should have seen this as a warning sign. As it stands now, not only has our company failed, but we're also personally liable for $173,000 over the next 10 years. The IRS will make anyone in the company that had a say in matters personally liable, and these taxes are non-dischargeable. The debt can't be eliminated through a bankruptcy proceeding.

[00:33:10] They aren't pursuing me because I didn't work in the office, but married is married in the eyes of the IRS. I love my wife, but I'm having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that I feel blindsided by multiple loans and the fact that I use my retirement to pay the wrong people. IE, not the IRS. I definitely don't have money to hire a lawyer to defend us, but I also can't imagine my wife going to prison either.

[00:33:35] What on earth am I supposed to do now? Can getting divorced protect me in any way and help save what little is left of our lives? Signed dealing with a whole other ball of wax, man, now that I'm in hot water with a tax man, huh,

[00:33:48] Jordan Harbinger: what a mess. And I am very sorry to hear about all this frustrating on a number of levels, and I completely understand why you're worried, why you're angry.

[00:33:56] Probably pretty freaked out. IRS stuff is no joke. Ironically, Gabriel, if she had stiffed all the creditors. Mm-hmm. But paid the IRS, you guys probably would've been fine. Yep. Right? They would've come after you and he'd be like, Hey, sorry, bankruptcy company something. Something. The one creditor you can't screw with is Uncle Sam.

[00:34:14] Right? So this is a tough situation. We wanted to run all this by an expert. So we reached out to Erin Hoskins, bankruptcy attorney, friend of the show, and apparently our new debt guru and Erin said, you're right, taxes are usually non-dischargeable in bankruptcy. But she said it might still be worth consulting with a bankruptcy attorney, ideally one who has some experience with IRS debts specifically because they can look into certain aspects such as the personal liability issue or a possible statute of limitations, also filing bankruptcy that could lead to negotiations or some type of settlement of the amounts you owe.

[00:34:46] Unfortunately, Aaron said that the IRS, they're not really great with negotiation because they have certain privileges and avenues for collection that commercial lenders and judgment creditors just don't have. So their collection process, it's a heck of a lot faster and more expedient than other creditors.

[00:35:00] For example, they can record a lien without having to first sue for judgment. And what that means is like, let's say I owe you money. Well, okay, come at me, bro. You gotta sue. You gotta then win. I get a chance to defend it, then you gotta come after me and collect it. The IRS is like, nah, here's a piece of paper that says we own your house now.

[00:35:20] And, uh, you're gonna have to move or you can just pay us, or maybe we'll take out a mortgage against your house, you know, and give it to the bank and you'll get evicted. And it's like, wow. They can just sort of like cut to the chase. That said, sometimes the IRS might agree to waive penalties or interest depending on the situation.

[00:35:37] There are also possible due process issues and protections that an attorney might be able to help you with because they can dig in, they can ask questions, they can look into the specifics. I've actually seen this happen myself. My tax attorney years ago, we got audited by the IRS and they were like, we want every document about everything that you've ever done.

[00:35:55] And my attorney was like, no, that's not how this goes. Come on, you can request some of this information. You can request more if you have a reason, but you can't just go fishing in my client's documents for the last decade. You need to prove such and such before you can compel us to do this. So go do that and then we'll talk.

[00:36:12] And they came back and they were like, here's this very narrow thing where we think we're gonna find something. And you know, that was a massive relief for us on many levels and way less expensive. So this is just one of the many reasons you need an attorney on your side right now to say an attorney will pay for him or herself when you're getting audited by the IRS, especially when you owe them $173,000 like that is you could basically guarantee that they're gonna pay for themselves.

[00:36:37] So go and get a lawyer yesterday. Also, Aaron said that without knowing more, being married does not make you liable for your spouse's debt unless you sign for it or you are jointly liable. On that point, Aaron thinks the relevant issue is not that your wife failed to make these payments, but that you and your wife were co-owners, co-operators of the business, which makes you potentially liable in that capacity.

[00:36:59] In that sense, divorce isn't gonna help. She suspects that the IRS is likely gonna hold you jointly liable until the money is paid, whether you stay married or not. So her question here was, what type of company do you guys have? Typically, for a corporation, the owners and officers would not be personally liable for the business debt, but for a partnership or a limited liability company, the owners could be considered personally liable.

[00:37:22] Now about the warrant and criminal issues. Whew. Unfortunately, that's outside Aaron's wheelhouse as a bankruptcy attorney, but your wife definitely needs another type of attorney herself. Ideally somebody with experience in criminal tax defense. But as far as paying for an attorney, Aaron confirmed that most attorneys, they're gonna do a consult for free.

[00:37:40] So reach out to one, share some specifics, get an idea of their initial thoughts on the options available to you guys. I have a feeling that just talking to an attorney is gonna be a huge relief for you and or your wife. You need one, like I said, urgently, and even if they confirm some fears, you're gonna feel a lot better knowing that you're being well represented and that they're taking steps to address the debt and protect you.

[00:38:03] Also, Aaron wanted to remind you that legal services or pro bono options, which means free, are available to you if you're eligible. A Google search might help you find those resources in your area, or it should anyway, but I would start with a consult. Part of your conversation's gonna be how you pay.

[00:38:18] Maybe a lawyer will come down on their rate a bit. Maybe they'll offer you more helpful payment terms. You know, you didn't stiff your vendors. You can always show 'em that you only stiffed Uncle Sam. I don't know if that's gonna convince him, but you never know. Also, Aaron said that if you or your wife truly cannot afford an attorney, your wife has a right to a public defender, she's not just gonna show up to court and be like, uh, judge.

[00:38:36] I don't know. I, I mean, I guess I did it right. They're, she's gonna have a lawyer somehow. Public defenders, by the way, those are great attorneys a lot of the time. But the problem is they're overworked. They have like a zillion cases. So it could be a little bit of a roll of the dice, and I would hope you find a good lawyer who can give you the time and attention that you deserve, especially since this is very specific tax stuff.

[00:38:56] A public defender who's used to representing deadbeats on DUIs and people who broke into a store to steal cell phones, they might not have that much experience dealing with something like this.

[00:39:06] Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah. Unfortunately, you're not gonna end up with highly motivated Saul Goodman from season one of, uh, better Call Saul.

[00:39:12] You're gonna end up with that guy who's just like brow beaten and overwhelmed. 'cause he has 30 a cases to plead out that day. Right. So all of this is super sound advice. That's the legal side of things. The other huge piece of this, of course, is what all of this means for your marriage and what it says about your wife based on what you've shared.

[00:39:30] She's made two huge mistakes, failing to file these taxes and then hiding that from you,

[00:39:35] Jordan Harbinger: and also just generally mismanaging the company from a financial standpoint. I mean, these loans to pay off suppliers and then using your retirement fund to plug holes in the ship. I mean, that is, that's a really bad decision making process.

[00:39:48] Reckless all around.

[00:39:50] Gabriel Mizrahi: Look, a mistake is forgivable, right? If she had come to you and said, I messed up. I didn't file these forms on time. We need to get out in front of this. Let's figure this out. That would be a very different conversation. She could have avoided a lot of pain that way, but hiding the ball and yeah, using your retirement fund money to plug holes in the ship, that is what worries me about her both as your business partner and as your spouse.

[00:40:11] So I don't know what you do with that. I, that's up to you. For some people, this would be a conflict to repair For other people, it, it might be a deal breaker, but it definitely starts with some conversations about how this happened, why she made this call, why she kept you in the dark about it, how you guys are gonna handle this now going forward, separately and together.

[00:40:31] But also, to be fair, I think you guys need to talk about how you, you our friend here who's writing in how you missed this because look, maybe this was a situation where your wife handled all the finances always, and you totally trusted her to do that, and you had good reason to trust her up until now, and she misled you and you just, you never had a reason to doubt her before this.

[00:40:50] And this really truly was not your fault. It's worth considering whether you also might have inadvertently allowed this to happen. I mean, did you maybe avoid the financial stuff because you just didn't want to deal with it? Did you discount other signs that something wasn't quite right? I think you did at least one big sign, which was the retirement fund liquidation decision.

[00:41:08] You know, did you bury your head in the sand basically in any way? When your wife told you a year ago that you were in a bit of trouble, that would've been a good moment to say, okay, fill me in. Tell me everything. How bad is it? What do we owe? Whom do we owe? How are we gonna cover it? Are we paying our debts off in the right order?

[00:41:24] And also, how did we get here and how do we avoid digging ourselves into a deeper hole? But it sounds like maybe you didn't do that, or you weren't totally across this as a cooperator of the business. And maybe that was part of how this mistake happened. But I also think you have to ask your wife, why did you hide this from me?

[00:41:39] Like, walk me through the logic. Did I do something to make it hard for you to be honest with me? Were you afraid of how I would react? Why did this become a secret instead of a problem for us to solve? And I commend you for being willing to take accountability for your piece in that. I think that's really important.

[00:41:54] But I also wonder if this is a dynamic that goes beyond the business. If this is a pattern that also shows up in your marriage and your lives in general, that's really important and I think that's what you guys really need to dig into now.

[00:42:06] Jordan Harbinger: I totally agree, Gabe. The, the way they navigate these conversations, that'll help him come to terms with all this, and that'll tell him if there's a way forward here with his wife, they might be able to recover from this if they use it to learn, handle challenges very differently in the future.

[00:42:20] But if she can't or you know, doesn't want to, then my feeling is this is a risky spouse to stay with, certainly a risky spouse to manage a business with. You have to have total trust with a partner to handle things on the up and up. And I'm very sorry that you're in this boat. I can only imagine just how stressful it must be.

[00:42:40] This might hurt for a little while, but with a good lawyer and good conversations, I really think it'll be survivable sending you good thoughts and wishing you the best. You know what's better than a stint in federal prison? Gabriel define products and services that support this show. We'll be right back.

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[00:45:37] Okay, what's next?

[00:45:39] Gabriel Mizrahi: Hi, Jordan and Gabe, sometime back. My sister cheated on her husband and ended up leaving him for a much younger guy, who by the way, also cheated on his wife with her. This has been a very difficult situation for me to deal with as my brother-in-Law was one of my best friends, a true brother to me.

[00:45:57] Jordan Harbinger: Oh, that is tough. So you lost somebody in the divorce too, or at least you had to watch somebody you love suffer because of what your sister did, and that sucks. Yeah, very painful.

[00:46:06] Gabriel Mizrahi: I've had a hard time finding forgiveness and empathy for my sister as she keeps telling me that she's the victim here, that this is just as hard for her as it is for her ex-husband, that she needs my love and support and so on.

[00:46:18] So, Hmm. Okay.

[00:46:20] Jordan Harbinger: I, I mean, who am I to say whether it's as hard for her as it is for him? Maybe everybody be hurt in this situation, but she's the victim. I mean, she cheated on him. What the

[00:46:28] Gabriel Mizrahi: heck curious thing to say. Yeah. Might reveal something about the sister. So the letter goes on. I understand that, but I can't help but be upset that both she and this other guy cheated on their spouses, especially when I know that her husband is a great person.

[00:46:42] I. She's the first to admit that he treated her amazingly, was a great husband and an all around awesome person, but she finds this other guy more attractive. Oh my God, I find the whole thing very shallow and hard to accept.

[00:46:55] Jordan Harbinger: Uh, yeah, she's not going well. We fell out of love. Or I'm growing in a different direction.

[00:47:01] Right. Or it turns out I'm still finding myself. She's going, my ex was amazing and awesome, but this guy has a six pack and Killian Murphy's cheekbones. Those cheekbones though, I mean those cheekbones though. I mean, I get it. You wanna be attracted to your spouse. Fine. I'm not saying that doesn't matter, but like that's why you threw away your marriage.

[00:47:19] What?

[00:47:19] Gabriel Mizrahi: Well, okay, so there's more to it than that as we're about to hear. So she goes on, her new boyfriend is now showing major signs of being controlling unhealthily jealous and possibly abusive.

[00:47:31] Jordan Harbinger: Here we go. All right. How bad is it?

[00:47:33] Gabriel Mizrahi: They drink every night and he's been convincing her to skip work to go to the bars with him.

[00:47:39] He's bugged her phone to the point of not only seeing everything she does on her phone, but listening in on anything that goes through the mic, and not just phone conversations. He's forbidden her from seeing other guy friends. I'm not allowed to stay over anymore, and he's already trying to pull her away from her family, and she's threatened to never talk to us again because he's the only person she needs.

[00:48:00] Jordan Harbinger: Ooh, this is so bad.

[00:48:02] Gabriel Mizrahi: This is really bad. Yeah.

[00:48:04] Jordan Harbinger: Wow. So he's monitoring her, controlling her, isolating her from her career, from you, from her family. I mean, this is textbook domestic abuse stuff. Incredibly concerning.

[00:48:17] Gabriel Mizrahi: They also got wedding rings after dating for only a couple months, and both are still married to their former spouses.

[00:48:23] He's now telling her that they need to have a baby. And even though she's always had strong feelings about never wanting kids, she tells us that she has to because it's what he wants, and he calls the shots,

[00:48:36] Jordan Harbinger: oh my God, hello. I feel like something is broken in this woman's brain. This just gets worse and worse and is terrifying.

[00:48:43] So these are all different ways to control her, right? He's locking it down with the ring after a couple months. Now he says they need to have a baby because he calls the shots massive red flags. This sounds like somebody you're talking to who's in a cult and can't escape. This guy's a real menace, but the two of them together, obviously going nowhere.

[00:49:01] Good. She's, I won't say she's a willing participant, but she certainly, she threw herself into this situation.

[00:49:06] Gabriel Mizrahi: I'm worried that if they have a baby together, she'll never truly rid herself of him. If things do end up going south, yeah, probably not. They'll be tethered to each other in some form for 18 years, possibly For life.

[00:49:19] Jordan Harbinger: Yeah. It's like she's been hijacked or something. This guy's like a virus. That's infected her mind. It's gotta be really hard to watch something like this,

[00:49:27] Gabriel Mizrahi: to say the least. So she goes on. I also had a colleague reach out and tell me many horrible things about this guy that he's abusive, manipulative, and controlling, that he's a master blackmailer.

[00:49:40] He's hard to escape. Ooh, that's scariest detail so far. First of

[00:49:44] Jordan Harbinger: all, weird thing to say about a person, right? So it's confirmed this dude has a reputation and a pattern.

[00:49:50] Gabriel Mizrahi: I am genuinely worried for her, so she goes on, but my sister thinks that this guy is perfect, and her true soulmates sent to her from God.

[00:49:58] I'm worried my sister will be trapped in this situation and I have no idea how to get her out, but I don't believe that she'll listen to anyone else's opinion at this point. I've made it clear that I think this guy is sketchy and I don't approve of either of their actions, and she's made it clear that I must learn to love him and accept their actions, or she'll never be at peace with me again.

[00:50:17] Jordan Harbinger: Huh. Okay. So she's taken quite a hard line stance here, really digging her heels in. Okay. I noted. I mean, she sounds

[00:50:24] Gabriel Mizrahi: insane. This is weird. Can I weigh in on this situation as an outsider, talk to her about the warning signs and convince her that this is moving too fast. If not, how do I move on from this?

[00:50:36] Forgive my sister and accept her choice. Signed, saving my unsteady sister from this straight up monster of a mister.

[00:50:44] Jordan Harbinger: Geez, dude, this is super sad. I, it's also very worrisome and upsetting to go through a transformation this extreme, this quickly to blow up your normal life with a wonderful guy and then suddenly start dating an abuser who's the exact opposite of your husband.

[00:50:58] Something is happening here, right? Like, what is going, it really makes me wonder if there's something huge going on here that our friend doesn't know about. Like, did she just pick up a heroin habit at some point, or, right. Something I, I don't get it.

[00:51:10] Gabriel Mizrahi: It would almost have to be a, an addiction or, or like a severe mental health issue that's been triggered to explain something.

[00:51:16] It's not like she has a, well, as far as we know, she doesn't have this long history of dating questionable people. And then this is just one more, it was like she was married to this incredible, wonderful guy and then she leaves him for this totally different human being. It's really scary.

[00:51:28] Jordan Harbinger: It's so bizarre.

[00:51:30] You expect this kind of behavior from somebody who gets like addicted to methamphetamine or something, something's going on. She, she did say they're drinking every day, so that could be part of it, right? But it still doesn't really explain why she turned in such a dramatic way. A lot of people drink and drink too much and they're not like, let me just ruin everything about my life and record time.

[00:51:49] The speed run edition, there's something going on here. Then again,

[00:51:52] Gabriel Mizrahi: that could be a big part of it.

[00:51:53] Jordan Harbinger: It could be. So I'm obviously extremely concerned about your sister. Hard to escape Again, I've never heard that said about a person.

[00:51:59] Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah, I mean maybe a telemarketer like debt collector or something.

[00:52:03] Jordan Harbinger: I mean, I was kind of thinking more like Ikea.

[00:52:05] You go in there to get a lamp and you come out with fricking bunk beds and a bookshelf loveseat combo called Fields. Kundra.

[00:52:15] Gabriel Mizrahi: Kundra.

[00:52:16] Jordan Harbinger: I love that. Life. Kundra, right? But also my, my heart goes out to you. I mean, once it makes it out of Ikea, of course my heart goes out to you. You're her sibling, her friend.

[00:52:26] You've been pushed out. You've now have to sit back and watch her get involved with this monster. And my heart also goes out to her husband, your homie, this wonderful guy who she just dumped to go be with this maniac. He must have been

[00:52:37] Gabriel Mizrahi: confused. Oh, that guy's going through it.

[00:52:40] Jordan Harbinger: Yeah. And all of this speaks to your sister's personality, of course.

[00:52:43] Her new boyfriend or fiance, whatever. Apparently, based on what you've shared, this guy is a textbook abuser. He's obviously an addict. He's running the board here, but your sister has to be at least somewhat willing to play along with all this, willing to at least get involved with him in the first place.

[00:52:59] Right. We can't know why this is, I really wish we could. I wish she could, but I'm sure it's the standard cocktail of early wounds, unresolved patterns, some combination of vulnerability, low self-esteem, fear, a disposition of being easily influenced, et cetera. And on that level. Yeah, I've got some compassion for her.

[00:53:18] She's a victim. No doubt about it. But I'm sure your sister had plenty of signs early on that this guy was bad news. People that were this big of a mess. They can't hide that ish. Right. And she probably dismissed those signs or she interpreted them through the lens of like, oh, he just really loves me. Oh, this is what love looks like.

[00:53:37] Or, oh yeah, he's a little intense, but I don't get to have a say here. And that is tragic. So you're not wrong to be worried. What this guy is doing to your sister is dangerous and, and it's wrong. But isolating her from her friends, her family, her work, in some ways that's actually the most concerning thing to me right now.

[00:53:53] Mm-Hmm. Because isolation is a classic element in domestic violence. It keeps victims from reaching out for help. It prevents them from accessing points of view and information that would compromise the abuser. It cuts 'em off from crucial resources like relationships and money

[00:54:09] Gabriel Mizrahi: and, you know, it also causes them to become dependent, even more dependent on their abuser, which is precisely what seems to be happening with her sister.

[00:54:17] Jordan Harbinger: Yes, exactly. And all the research shows that isolation makes it more difficult to escape an abusive relationship. Right. So my top priority, and I know this is hard, my top priority would be to stay close to your sister however you can, and to hopefully do that in a way that like it doesn't endanger her even more.

[00:54:34] I. The fact that he's bugging her phone, which by the way, how do you even do that as a civilian? This dude is super creepy. I mean, she must, I say this not to be a jerk, like I don't think you can do that on an iPhone without jail breaking it. I think she's an Android gal. Gotta be an Android gal. But this is creepy.

[00:54:51] It's a huge obstacle to getting her out of this situation. Of course, that's why he's doing it, by the way. Right? But if you can stay close in other ways, maybe have a secret email account, proton mail.com, free encrypted. She can go there using the web browser and use private browsing and go in there, handwritten notes, meeting up for lunch regularly, which is probably your best bet.

[00:55:13] Whatever it is, you'll at least be creating some window, some lifeline for the day. Your sister realizes she's in deep trouble and goes like, oh God, I need help. I need to talk to my sister. At the same time, you really need to shift your lens from trying to talk her out of this relationship to trying to understand why she's in this insane relationship in the first place, why she's drawn to this guy, how this relationship is playing out.

[00:55:38] You know, normally if this was somebody else writing in like a friend, I'd be like, oh, she grew up in this really crazy, weird way and look at her dad, but this is her sister. Mm-Hmm. That's what's confusing. If they were abused growing up. Would that context not have been written in the email? Right? So that's what's so mystifying about this.

[00:55:54] She's being very clear with you. She's saying, this guy's perfect. He's my soulmate. You need to learn to love him and accept us, or I'm never gonna be at peace with you again. Which let's just acknowledge that is straight up the language of a brainwashed cult victim. That is the language of cults straight outta the coercive organization script.

[00:56:12] You're up against a lot there. So the more you go at that stance directly, the more you try to convince her logically that she's confused and wrong and in danger, the more she's probably gonna dig her heels in because you're essentially threatening her sense of self, challenging her ego, pushing her to stand up to a guy who is objectively scary.

[00:56:31] This guy is a scary creep. All of which is I'm sure very daunting and destabilizing.

[00:56:36] Gabriel Mizrahi: Right? I think our friend here needs to rewind the tape and start more from a place of, so how are things going with your fiance? How are you feeling these days? What is your relationship like? Oh, interesting. He made you quit your job and he took you on on a bender for three days.

[00:56:51] What was that like? Did you enjoy that? Did you have fun? You know? Do you like spending time with him? What do you guys talk about? Oh, he wants to have a baby. Well, what do you want? Oh, you feel like you don't have a say in the matter? Why is that? I mean, this is your life too, right? This is your baby. So help me understand.

[00:57:06] I'm, I'm curious. I. You need to ask those questions with genuine interest, with a real desire to understand where your sister is these days, which is so hard to do. It almost. You have to trick your brain into not saying the obvious, logical thing, which is you're wrong and you need to get out. Mm-Hmm. You need to almost like.

[00:57:23] Participate in this game of I'm gonna meet you where you are so I can understand how you're thinking and feeling, and invest in our relationship first,

[00:57:30] Jordan Harbinger: which let's just acknowledge that is so hard to do very hard. Oh God. You almost have to become like an idiot. You have just suspend your judgment, tuck it away in the back of your mind, locate your empathy for your sister.

[00:57:43] Turn off the voice in your head going, okay, convince her she's wrong. Get her a motel room and shake her until she like comes to her senses, right? You just have to focus on creating a space for her to get in touch with how she truly feels about all this, which remember, she doesn't have that space. This guy is deliberately eliminating any space that she could have for coherent thought because it's threatening to him because he's a fricking psycho.

[00:58:06] Gabriel Mizrahi: That's right. So if you can help give that to her, you'll be creating more freedom, a little more permission, more opportunity for her to go, huh, how do I feel about this? I haven't really thought about that for a few weeks. You know, what do I think about all of this behavior? Why do I feel like I don't have much say in this situation?

[00:58:22] And that's the beginning of the counter programming that you're looking for. But you can't move too quickly or let your agenda, your very reasonable agenda overshadow that crucial stage where you build trust and you build rapport, which is necessary to eventually influence your sister the other way.

[00:58:38] But yes, if you do that enough over time, you can work up to saying things like, look, I hear you. You love this guy. You wanna be with him. I'm maybe willing to accept that if that's really what you want. But as you know, I love you and as your sister, I'm hearing you say that you're gonna have a baby when you don't really want one.

[00:58:57] You might be giving up your job to spend more time with him in a way that doesn't sound very productive or healthy. He's monitoring you, he's isolating you. I mean, that really worries me. It makes me wanna make sure that you're okay. So can you see how I would feel that way too? But again, I can't stress this enough.

[00:59:13] You can't jump to that too quickly.

[00:59:15] Jordan Harbinger: Another idea just occurred to me, going back to the update we shared a few weeks ago from the woman whose psychiatrist hit on her and then she reported him the whole, if this were happening to somebody I loved, how would I feel about it? That was like sort of the technique here.

[00:59:29] Oh yes. We talk about this all the time, how hard it is to read the label from inside the jar. Our friend from that episode pointed out that if a friend or loved one had told her that their shrink hit on them, she would've been outraged. She would've been horrified. She would've been like, report him. So when the time is right, I wonder if you could say to your sister, look, if I were dating a guy and he bugged my phone and he told me to play hooky from work so we could go drinking, and he told me that I couldn't see my friends or my sister and he pulled me away from our family.

[00:59:58] How would you feel about that? What would you tell me in that situation? Right? And really encourage her to give you an answer to that. And again, not in like an agro, judgy way, like, huh, what would you say then, Mabel, but in a genuinely curious way, like if the situation were reversed, how would you see things?

[01:00:18] And just watch the rusty gears turn in her head because I, I think it's gonna take some time and maybe that'll give your sister the perspective she needs. But again, it's just only gonna be effective if you've laid the groundwork that we just talked about.

[01:00:33] Gabriel Mizrahi: But look, if your sister stays in this relationship and things do get worse, I mean, if you get any indication that this guy is physically abusing her, that she's ever in immediate danger, obviously I would intervene more strongly.

[01:00:44] I would call 9 1 1. I would report this guy to as many law enforcement agencies as possible. I would do whatever I could to keep my sister safe. At this stage, it sounds like your sister is in the most danger, emotionally, intellectually, possibly soon financially. So I think the battleground right now is for her mind and her heart.

[01:01:03] So I would also go back and listen to a couple feedback Friday letters that we took about people who are stuck in abusive relationships. We go into a lot of specifics about how to actually help somebody leave a dangerous situation, and most importantly, how to do that safely. I would also definitely check out the National Domestic Violence Hotline, their website, or pick up the phone and call them.

[01:01:22] They are so helpful and they have great resources on how to help a loved one in a relationship like this. We're gonna link to that, all of that in the show notes for you. But you're right, if your sister just will not engage with you, if she's determined to be with this guy, it's so tragic. You might have to accept her choice for the time being, as heartbreaking as that is.

[01:01:41] But of course, acceptance doesn't mean endorsement, and it also doesn't mean giving up and accepting your sister's situation doesn't mean that you're accepting the relationship. I. But that's where her process ends. And as we always talk about, your process begins,

[01:01:55] Jordan Harbinger: right? And that's a process of working through all the awful feelings that watching a loved one be abused brings up, right?

[01:02:02] Sadness and fear, most of all. And the grief of losing your sister a little bit. I don't know if you can move on from this, and I don't think you should entirely move on because your sister could really use you close by when this relationship inevitably goes south. So this isn't about putting this in the past and abandoning her completely.

[01:02:19] It's more about making room for the sad fact I. Your sister is choosing this monstrous guy and you might not be able to stop it from happening. Gabe, I gotta say I'm especially worked up that they might bring a child into this situation, man. Yeah, this is not a guy who should be parenting. Obviously he had crappy parents himself and or has screwed up his own life.

[01:02:40] It really does sound like he wants to use the child. In my sort of 30,000 foot overview at a glance as a lever, he wants to use the child as a lever to keep her under his thumb. Maybe he's got some sort of narcissistic desire to procreate, but it almost sounds like since it's like you need to have a baby and you need to do it now, it's almost like, well, how do I lock her in forever?

[01:03:00] Forever. Oh, I, we have a kid and then I'm tied to her by law and I can always take the kid if she doesn't do what I want. I mean, that's where this is headed.

[01:03:07] Gabriel Mizrahi: It's very upsetting, but it's also upsetting because she doesn't want to have children either. So what kind of mother is she gonna be?

[01:03:14] Jordan Harbinger: Right? A dark Jordan idea.

[01:03:16] Oh, let's hear it. What is it? There's a Nimbus cloud coming. I don't know. The cloud types. I think Nimbus is probably the right one. Weather pattern is changing. Let's hear it. What do you got? She should get a birth control shot on the dl. Oh. Just to protect herself in the meantime, because she's not gonna be allowed to use protection when this guy is like, you know, forcing himself on her or, or being intimate with her.

[01:03:37] He's not gonna be like, yeah, wear protection and do this the safe way. He's gonna be like, oh, I want a baby. This is what's happening. And he's gonna find birth control pills if she has it. So what I know, based on my limited medical knowledge here, and this is not medical advice, you could take your sister to lunch, take her to a doctor or even a clinic and get it.

[01:03:56] And there there are online clinics where you can get it mailed to you discreetly and you could give her the shot yourself while you guys assemble that FIS Kundra that you got from Ikea. And those things last for like three months at a time. Some of this stuff, this birth control, so you don't need like a weekly opportunity to give it to her.

[01:04:13] You can just be like jab, and then she's good and that buys her time. This is of course not a solution to the whole relationship obviously, but one of the worst outcomes in my opinion of this situation would be to create a child with these people as parents and with this guy having his thumb in your life forever, it's really scary.

[01:04:36] Like this guy is dangerous. Sending you and your sister a big hug and wishing you all the best. Okay, next up.

[01:04:44] Gabriel Mizrahi: Hey Jordan and Gabe. I'm 24 years old and have had a full-time role at the same company since graduating college two and a half years ago. I've done well for myself and have been promoted twice to the point where I'm now making six figures.

[01:04:58] Something I never thought would be possible this early in my career, so Cool. Well that's amazing. Killing it. Proud of you. However, I've always had a dream of seeing a bit of the world and backpacking internationally, long term, like five to six months. I. It's one of those things that I know I'm gonna regret down the line if I don't do now while I'm young,

[01:05:16] Jordan Harbinger: man, I feel you.

[01:05:16] Traveling at any age is incredible. Mm-Hmm. But backpacking, when you're young, your footless fancy free when you don't mind, frankly, sleeping in train stations and hangovers can't touch you. And that youthful skin is still nice and taut and you're not that weird old guy at the hostel. Yep. That is special.

[01:05:32] Gabriel Mizrahi: So I'm planning to leave my job in the next couple of months, return home for the summer to spend time with family where I'll likely work a temporary gig and then set out for Southeast Asia later this year. I. Oh, so exciting. Can we come with you? Dude, this sounds epic. I want to go,

[01:05:49] Jordan Harbinger: seriously, this letter has me considering whether I should risk being that weird old guy at the hostel.

[01:05:55] Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah. There's always that one weird guy at the hostel. You know when you stay in those and there's like Jordan? Yeah, it's Jordan.

[01:06:00] Jordan Harbinger: Like you can't afford hotels, bro. You're like 40. No, I just like hanging around young women. That's not weird. Let's play Monopoly.

[01:06:09] Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah. I remember in Costa Rica there was an odd duck at this hostel we stayed at who was just like wildly out of place.

[01:06:16] But as I get older, I'm like, yeah, I would risk being that guy if it meant that I could have like a really interesting experience. So yeah, dude,

[01:06:21] Jordan Harbinger: straight up had a midlife crisis and here you are being like, what a weirdo. Definitely. And he's like, I know.

[01:06:25] Gabriel Mizrahi: I remember him showing me his photography on his digital camera in the lobby of the, he's like, check out these shots.

[01:06:31] I've just picked up a photography. I've been taking photos of the pigeons. I'm like, you're a weird man. But yeah, with time, I appreciate this a lot more. Okay, the letter goes on. I'm confident that this is the right decision for me in the grand scheme of things, but I'd be remiss if I didn't worry about what taking almost a year off from working would do for my career.

[01:06:51] That's interesting. He said almost a year off when it was just five to six months. A moment ago maybe. I wonder if he's worrying a little bit more about how it sounds to people, but whatever, whether it's six months or a year, I get it. How can I explain this gap in my resume to a potential employer in a compelling way as avid travelers yourselves?

[01:07:07] Do you have any advice on how to hone my story? How can I mitigate career setbacks from taking time off from work to travel signed, putting on the backpack without having to take a step back?

[01:07:18] Jordan Harbinger: This reminds me of when I started my career as a lawyer. They were like, Hey, do you think that you could work from May instead of working from September?

[01:07:28] And I was like, what if I say no? And all the other guys were like, dude, you're gonna make like $45,000 over the course of that. Period. You should definitely do this. And I was like, eh, nah, I'm gonna go backpacking. And they were like, okay, we totally understand. Uh, so there's one data point, but these are really good questions and ones that only get more relevant as you get older.

[01:07:49] So first of all, I obviously love how thoughtful you're being. I love that you're keeping an eye on the bigger picture, your fulfillment in the grand scheme of things, and your more immediate career prospects. Super smart. That's exactly the right lens on all this. When you're 90 years old, you are not gonna go, man, I really wish I'd spent those six months when I was 24 working that first job outta college.

[01:08:10] Right? You're gonna be going, man, I'm so happy I got to explore Southeast Asia when I was young, and I am so glad that I got, you know, mouth chlamydia from that girl in that hostel in Jean Pen. Yeah, I'm kidding. You're, you're not gonna get mouth chlamydia. No. Probably. You're gonna get the other kind.

[01:08:28] Gabriel Mizrahi: The other one.

[01:08:28] Yeah. And yeah, and by the way, if you do, totally treatable. Yeah. And afterwards, kind of a funny story

[01:08:33] Jordan Harbinger: for sure. One of the deathbed chats. Mm-hmm. Yeah. But seriously, this trip, it's gonna be amazing. It's gonna open up your world in an incredible way. I'm super pumped for you. And even though travel like this, it does take you off the conventional path for a short time.

[01:08:45] It really is an investment in yourself and in your worldview and in your beliefs. Assuming that you don't just get hammered every night and sleepwalk through all those amazing temples and treat this trip like an escape, which given your letter, I don't think you're gonna do. So that's already part of the answer to your question.

[01:09:01] Really making the most of your time doing this trip deliberately, consciously soaking up everything you see, and that means reminding yourself to be super present. Enjoy every moment, take in every detail. It also means reading up on the places you visit. Educating yourself about the sites, the history, the people, all of that.

[01:09:17] It means forming meaningful relationships with the people you travel with, the people you meet along the way, locals, other travelers, even people back home. It means processing your experience along the way by keeping a journal and taking notes and writing letters and talking about what you're seeing and what it means to you at the people you're with.

[01:09:33] By the way, Gabe, this reminds me when I was in Germany, they were like, write a journal, write a journal, write a journal. And I was like, I don't wanna fricking write a journal. And then they, they kind of like made us do it. They're like, we're gonna read it and then we're gonna embarrass you in front of the group if you don't have a journal.

[01:09:45] So I started writing in this journal, and I, I still have it. It's one of those like me neat books or whatever Mm-Hmm. Uh, which probably don't exist anymore. So the beginning of this. Is like my crappy handwriting. And I'm like, oh, Germany's fun. There's like fun people here making friends. Uh, and then it's like goes through this dip into homesickness and then it's like, actually I'm starting to really like it here and learning German.

[01:10:07] And then I, I, I didn't read the whole thing. I, I really should, but I flipped to the end and the whole thing is written in German at the end. Oh, that's so cool. Yeah. And I was like. Wow. You can watch me learn German in real, like in real time when you read this thing. What a great document that is. Yeah.

[01:10:26] Yeah. It's a shame. My handwriting looks like Donald Trump signing a, a bill on his, you know, it's like very ri that very scribbly. Like what, what is this supposed to say? Kind of handwriting like a doctor. Mm-Hmm. But, um, yeah, if you can get past that,

[01:10:40] Gabriel Mizrahi: you were having an experience and the journal was part of your way of capturing it.

[01:10:44] Jordan Harbinger: Yeah. And, and it was, it's really cool to see. So I really, I'm not like a journal every day guy, but when you're doing this, I think you should, you should journal. What I'm really saying is take these six months to go deeper into yourself. Noticing what thoughts and feelings come up for you when you're away from home?

[01:11:00] Asking yourself what you want outta life, that what kind of human being you wanna become. Mm-Hmm. You wanna fill the well on this trip. Right? You know, I'm not saying it can't be fun. It should be, it will be. I just mean the real joy of travel is becoming more connected to yourself, not less. And if you do that, you're gonna have a ton of raw material to tell a great story to employers when you get back.

[01:11:20] But I do think this story would be much stronger with some more concrete accomplishments. So here's an idea. What if you came up with a reading list of like the top 50 business and career or psychology, whatever books or the best open source lectures and talks out there, and then you just read or listened to them for like an hour each day of your trip.

[01:11:39] Give yourself this mini MBAA mini life school crash course. Another idea, you're backpacking through Vietnam, Cambodia, Thailand, India. What if you chose one of those languages? You start studying it now, grab Duolingo. Babel, get a tutor, which I recommend. Whatever it is, you practice as much as possible on the trip and by the time you're back, you're just proficient in like Hindi or whatever, if not pretty advanced.

[01:12:03] Or you could pick a hobby that's really popular in these countries and almost become an apprentice. So what's that sport, Gabriel? Where it's like volleyball, but you can only play with your feet. What? I've never heard of this. What is this? You've never seen this? No. Oh my gosh. Vietnamese women play it. I see it and I'm like, holy cow.

[01:12:18] How did you do that? Never heard of this. Think hacky sack. Plus volleyball. Volleyball, soccer. It's absolutely incredible. When you watch it, you just rub your eyes and you're like, am I seeing what I think I'm seeing? Oh, okay. How did she do that? It's a niche sport, but yeah. Okay. Well that's what I'm talking about, right?

[01:12:32] So go find or maybe maybe more mainstream, go find the best Judo academy or, or whatever in each country and train at each one for a few weeks. Or, I don't know. If you're really into cricket, go find a cricket instructor in India. Play for a couple hours a day. Or you could join a cooking school, a language school, a coding bootcamp, a meditation school, whatever floats your boat.

[01:12:49] You get the idea. Something that would give you an even deeper connection with the country, put you in touch with other cool people who are passionate about this stuff too, and add to your skills and knowledge. Then when you're interviewing, you're not just gonna be going like, yeah, I saw every Buddhist temple in Southeast Asia was great.

[01:13:04] You get to say, I spent six months in Southeast Asia. I studied Hindi. Now I'm conversational. I trained with one of the best judo instructors in Vietnam. I read every business book I didn't have time to get to while I was working full-time. I went deep into the world of textile manufacturing and that's how I ended up applying for this job.

[01:13:21] You know, you get the idea. You can already see how this story is way more compelling than like, oh, my trip was awesome. I'm ready to get back to work though. Right? Basically, imagine these interviews a year from now and ask yourself, what do I wanna be able to say in those conversations? What do I want to know?

[01:13:38] What skills would I wanna be able to brag about? What functions do I wanna be an expert in? And work backward from there to the habits and intentions that you're gonna need to develop on, on the trip. And by the way, that same advice goes for anyone who wants to grow at any stage of life. This is not just for people in their twenties who are gonna be backpacking.

[01:13:56] So that's my advice. You're not gonna have to ex explain the gap in your resume if it's not a gap at all. But look, I wanna be clear about something. I don't mean to take all the fun and spontaneity outta your trip. There's a version of my advice that will absolutely ruin this experience for you. So don't be the guy watching four hours of YouTube lectures in the hostel every day because he is freaking out about how he's gonna justify Vietnam to some stinking suit in six months.

[01:14:20] Right? Don't be the guy so obsessed with getting those sweet, sweet XP points on Duolingo and keeping your street going that you forgot to look up and notice the cute girl staring at you on the train,

[01:14:31] Gabriel Mizrahi: right? Yeah. Maybe she's the one who, uh, gives you mouth chlamydia. Exactly,

[01:14:34] Jordan Harbinger: yeah. Or, or shows you a rural village that you would never see on your own.

[01:14:38] I mean, why not both, right? I hope it's both. I hope he gets the full experience. So please give yourself permission to have fun and stay open to the happy accidents that make travel so amazing. Those are important too. Even more important, you could stumble into a cooking class one day that changes your life.

[01:14:55] You could meet someone, you could fall in love. You could realize you have a weird affinity for Vietnamese, not Hindi, and you wanna look for jobs that take you to Saigon and stay there for 10 years. Anything is possible and part of your job is going with the flow, not over structuring this trip. But to me that's the real point of this deliberate planning, not to miss the experience, but to give that experience a little more structure, a little more intentionality, to put yourself in the path of even more happy accidents.

[01:15:22] As long as you keep investing in yourself, as long as you keep chasing experiences that add to your personality and add to your character, you're gonna be gold. And if you do that, I promise you're gonna have a hell of a story. Probably a lot of stories to tell in these interviews. I mean, I'm thinking of stuff that when I was traveling through Southeast Asia, it's a wild place.

[01:15:40] This is 20 years ago. I guarantee you a lot of the places I went to are just as weird as they were when I was there. I remember instead of going from Vietnam to Cambodia, I. By plane. That's the other thing. If you don't, if you travel overland and you don't take planes,

[01:15:53] Gabriel Mizrahi: oh, it's so much

[01:15:54] Jordan Harbinger: better. It's so much better, man.

[01:15:55] I took a boat from Vietnam through the Mekong Delta to Cambodia. Oh wow. You stop at this place and I'm like, hi, I have an evis. And they're like, Doug, this is the jungle. We don't take the evis. You gotta just pay, you gotta just bribe the cops to get through. So I go to this little window and there's this cop straight up sleeping.

[01:16:14] Mm-Hmm. And there's a cage next to the little hut where he's sleeping and it has a giant snake in it. And I'm like, okay. What's up with that? And I remember asking someone else, I'm like, what do you think they're gonna do with the snake? And they're like, oh, they're gonna eat that. Oh, that was lunch. And I'm like, okay.

[01:16:29] I mean, it was a lunch for a family of seven. It was a huge snake. Oh my God, that's so intense. Wow. Yeah. And I was like, that's really aggressive and disgusting. 'cause it's in this tiny cage. It's not supposed to be in there.

[01:16:39] Gabriel Mizrahi: I thought you were gonna say that was like his partner on his beat, like that was Customs and Border Patrol is an Anaconda.

[01:16:44] Oh

[01:16:44] Jordan Harbinger: yeah. Instead of a drug dog, he's got a snake. Yeah. No. So I wake him up and I give him 20 bucks. And I get this like really crappy pencil, handwritten stamp, E Visa that, and they're like, okay, cool. And then this kid comes up to me and he is like, you wanna change money? And he gives me like blatantly counterfeit, inkjet $5 bills.

[01:17:00] Right. And I'm like, you know, I probably can't change these back. And I don't think I've ever handled counterfeit money, so I still have one of the bills.

[01:17:07] Gabriel Mizrahi: Those bills they trade you for at all of those bus depots and border spots. Uhhuh are the worst bills you've ever, even if they're real, they're like the most faded.

[01:17:15] Yeah. Yeah. Tore up like. You're like, did you literally launder this? Did you put this in a laundry machine for six months? Yeah. How bad the money is. Yeah.

[01:17:24] Jordan Harbinger: No, this money, like it was like the wrong color ink, the wrong paper. And I'm like, no American who's handled this money, their whole life is gonna be like, this is legitimate.

[01:17:33] But I was like, I don't feel like having his boss come and talk to me. And then as I turn around with my newly changed money in the candy that I bought from him. This dude rolls by a motorcycle and he is got a wooden cage on the back that was built from sticks, like just a jungle hitch deal. Mm-hmm. And it was packed so tightly with rats.

[01:17:50] Oh. That their tails were sticking out and they were like wiggling around. And I was like, why does this man have a cage jammed full of rats? And also, how do you fit that many rats in there without other rats getting out because it was tightly packed with rats.

[01:18:04] Gabriel Mizrahi: What was he doing with them?

[01:18:05] Jordan Harbinger: Don't have a clue.

[01:18:07] Feeding him to the snake that the policeman had. I really have no idea.

[01:18:10] Gabriel Mizrahi: That's gotta be it, right? You feed that to somebody. Oh man. I guess, well that's another way to get mouth chlamydia. Just saying

[01:18:16] Jordan Harbinger: it was gross. And I, when I was in Cambodia, man, I, I remember I met these girls that were locals and. They were like, oh, are you hungry?

[01:18:22] And I was like, I'm so hungry. 'cause we were out at a bar, I was like, I can't drink right now. I'm hungry. So they're like, oh, I'll go get you a snack. Oh no. And she came back with a bag of tarantulas that were roasted.

[01:18:32] Gabriel Mizrahi: Did I tell you this? No, that's horrifying but amazing. I ate the whole bag. You

[01:18:36] Jordan Harbinger: ate one I the whole bag?

[01:18:38] No you didn't. I ate the entire bag. Stop it. There's a photo of me with half a tarantula hanging outta my mouth somewhere in my photo collection.

[01:18:44] Gabriel Mizrahi: That is so disgusting. But I need to see that photo. I'll get it for you. Please do. How did you not get mouth chlamydia? That's my question.

[01:18:53] Jordan Harbinger: I'm not sure. Because where do you get those tarantulas?

[01:18:55] Do you just find them in the jungle and then the dude throws 'em on the grill? 'cause they, it was a dude like grilling street food and he is like, ah, I've got tarantulas. No problem.

[01:19:03] Gabriel Mizrahi: Yeah, they must be Legion in the region.

[01:19:05] Jordan Harbinger: Yep, Legion in the region. And they were quite tasty. Anybody who's had a tarantula will probably tell you.

[01:19:10] Kind of good juicy, not vegan, I don't think. I don't know. Are insects vegan? No. Right. Are insects vegan?

[01:19:18] Gabriel Mizrahi: No, they're, no they're not. No they are not. But uh, that would be so funny if they had a vegan version of tarantulas though in restaurants in LA they're like, oh, tofu tarantulas. Yeah, it's, uh, Satan based.

[01:19:27] Yeah. Uh, no it's not vegan. And um, I feel bad for those spiders is how I feel. But I know for this, for the sake of your story, that is incredible.

[01:19:34] Jordan Harbinger: Have an incredible time, my man. Send us pictures if you can. I got pre FOMO already and nostalgia from my young and single days of bumming around getting weird abroad.

[01:19:41] Just try to dodge that mouth. Chlamydia. You're gonna be fine. Take a Z-pack with you at least one and maybe a, maybe around a ciprofloxacin, Cipro for short. They'll know what you're talking about. Is that

[01:19:53] Gabriel Mizrahi: another IKEA furniture name?

[01:19:54] Jordan Harbinger: No. It's actually like if you get anthrax, they'll give that to you. But also if you have severe, I just ate a bag of torrential is level diarrhea.

[01:20:03] Gabriel Mizrahi: This is how you stop it. That was so funny. It also sounds like sit put a fucks in. Yeah, it kind of does. The new lamp from IKEA that you take 12 hours to put together. It is. It's the track lighting.

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[01:22:17] A.J. Jacobs: What I tried to do was thank a thousand people who had even the smallest role in making my cup of coffee possible and the,

[01:22:26] Jordan Harbinger: the a thousand year go, oh, that's not a lot.

[01:22:28] It's a, that's a lot. Oh my god,

[01:22:30] A.J. Jacobs: it a lot, a hundred people would be a tedious, no, it, it was, it was way more than I anticipated. 10, 10 times that many. Everything we do requires hundreds, thousands of interconnected people and that we take for granted. And just making this mental switch, just from a selfish point of view is very good because it really does help you appreciate the hundreds of things that go right every day instead of focusing on the three or four that go wrong.

[01:22:58] There's a great quote. I wish I'd come up with it myself, but it says, it's easier to act your way into a new way of thinking than to think your way into a new way of acting. So I had to fake it for a long time. You know, I would wake up in a grumpy mood, but I'd be like, I have to spend an hour calling or visiting people and thanking them, and I'm not in the mood to do that right now.

[01:23:21] No. So it was like acting. It was like method acting, and I would force myself to do it. But I'll tell you, by the end of that hour, your mind, you know, the cognitive dissonance is too much. Your mind will switch over to gratefulness. There's a great quote that happiness does not lead to gratitude. Gratitude leads to happiness.

[01:23:42] Having that mindset really will make you happier.

[01:23:46] Jordan Harbinger: For more with AJ Jacobs and his fascinating journey to thank everyone involved in his cup of morning coffee and an inside look at just how complex the supply chain of our lives really is. Check out episode 1, 7 4 of the Jordan Harbinger Show.

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